WAS I?! SOOO CLOSE!! - sat 20th feb 2010
WAS I?! SOOO CLOSE!! - sat 20th feb - black (non dream) purple (dream) green (lucid)
1. Id somehow hacked Smiffs (xbox mate) account on xbox and was looking at his pictures. they are all of this girl that hes been speaking to, shes almost always half dressed and the images range from cute to proper naughty. lol. they have captions underneath like 'this is me sleeping' and 'this is me multitasking'.
The colour of the images is an overexposed sypia, everythings washed in a bright orangy yellow glow, and you cant quite make out the details of the pictures. i remember wondering wether or not she had a bra on in a couple of them, and thinking that i could use photoshop to darken them up a bit so i can see whats going on. lol.
The images are all taken in her bedroom. i remember the bed, which had light coloured pillows and duvet. and i remember her dresser which was also light coloured. it had a huge mirror atatched to the back of it and there was a load of girly products on the surface (talcs, perfumes, lipsticks ect..)
The dream then changed slightly and now im in the room instead of looking at photos, but im just observing, (like im a camera in a high corner). The girl who was in the photos is in her bed with four other girls, they are laughing and giggling, then the mood changes and they start kissing each other. and i clearly hear one of the girls say, 'now this is a party!'. lol.......
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After a while i notice theres another person in the bed, and its a man. all of the girls attentions are on him, and like any other red blooded man, i was watching on and wishing i was him! then all of a sudden i become that man and all of the girls attentions are on me. but literally within a few seconds i wake up!!
was i lucid?? it definately became more vivid when i became the man, but i never realised i was dreaming. does this count? is it like the first step? or just how the dream was meant to be? i know i definately wanted something to happen and it did but with no realisation of dreaming. just been informed that i was definately not dreaming, it was just a good dream, lol.
i woke at 8.30am and decided id go back to bed to try again.
2. This is the first time i can recall ever having a false awakening.. and i had two on the trot!!
The front door bangs and wakes me up, laura walks into the bedroom and goes to the curtains, i ask her whos just left the house and she shys from the question. she looks guilty about something and i get paranoid. i ask again who left the house and she says noone, so i sit up and demand to know whos just left our house.... BAM!!! i wake up!, and im really pissed of because i should have done a reality check, so i reach for my notepad and pen to write down what just happened and.... BAM!!! i wake up again!! so i quckly do a reality check but its too late. im awake. balls.
