DREAMING OF A CHILDS DEATH- Does it mean the same thing?

I was supposed to be moving into a house a few weeks ago, got really excited and started packing up, going to this house and decorating and so forth. i then had i dream a few days after that my youngest son had died, obviously i was intrigued to know what made me dream of such a thing and found a few definitions. The one that rang true with me was to not get too carried away with any new ventures as they may be met with disappointment. A few days after this dream i received a letter saying the house was to be repossessed obviously this bwas a huge dissapointment and meant i would not be moving in afterall.
Now i went to view a house yesterday and said to the landlord straight away i was interested and he is going to post me the app. forms so all seemed to be ok. Last night however i have the same dream that my youngest dies(in different curcumstances) does this mean the same thing? I dont want to get carried away only to be let down again. any help would be VERY much appreciated. Thanks x

It sounds like you're suffering from deep-rooted anxiety. Has your life been unstable as of late? Or perhaps, were there any complications with the birth of your youngest son, or afterward? If this truly worries you, then keep a good eye on your son, but take care not to become overbearing on him. It may put your mind more at ease even to try and spend more time with him. Try to reassure yourself with a stable environment, as well. It may or may not help. The most important part is to try and find the root of exactly why you might be dreaming things like this.