I had a really weird dream.. I'll give you a backing story and then I'll tell you my dream that I had and I hope someone can interpret the dream for me.
Okay, so I love this girl (not in love.. it's only been 7 months of knowing her) but she is really, really sick so she can't be ina relationship. But I told her I'd wait. I have waited 6 months for her since the day she told me she cannot be in a relationship. I am happily waiting for this girl. We talk every day. She lives in Alliston, Ontario and I live in Mississauga, Ontario. We both work her - BCBG and she's also a yoga instructor and I am a live in nanny and tattoo artist on weekends. So we both have very busy schedules so we do not see eachother often because of that, living so far and she has been in and out of the hospital a lot lately. I worry about her. But she also has to keep me secret from her family because they'd lecture her on even contemplating getting involved with someone right now due to her being so ill. Her best friend Sydney knows about me, a guy friend of hers named Spencer and I am not sure but I think some other of her friends do. I know her brother knows sort of about me mostly just that I exist though not the whole me waiting for her. But yeah. She has let me in on a lot in her life, I feel she is worth waiting for. She's a beautiful girl inside and out. But last night I had a weird ass dream.
so I had shown up at her house and I hungout with her mother and brother. She wasn't even there? She was off at meditation but I spent the day with her family (I don't really remember what we did but I just remember me being with them) then it was like night time and I had my own place and she and Sydney(best friend) showed up drunk as f*** to my place and were being so loud and laughing, went into my kitchen and pour a whole box of cereal on the floor and she layed down in it. And Sydney starts calling people to come over and I had a housefull of people? (I don't remember what else happening other than she pulling me into my bedroom in her drunk stooper and she told me something like 'i'm going to rock your world' it was something along those lines and it was really lame but I went with it). And then it like jumped to a wedding and she was marrying a man. And I got a call from Sydney crying saying stuff like 'she doesn't want to go through with it. she doesn't love him. why didn't you wait longer. stop her from doing this. she'll regret it. she is gay why is she even marrying a man blah blah blah.' and I show up to her wedding and I start like fighting with this guy right there in front of everyone. And then I don't remember what happened. Then it jumped to her and I talking and then I woke up.
Thank you,
Samantha
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