My Crazy Dream

So it starts out with me about to go somewhere to run some errand, I was being told to go to some place, by a girl, I think. I did not know where this place was, but my friend did and he knew the guy I was supposed to deal with and was going to drive me there. I felt happy about this, makes my life easier.

(I think the people aren't important, as I am working on a project and they are my group members)

Anyways, there I am meticulously putting on really nice basketball shoes and tying the laces perfectly. Looking down I admired how nice the shoes are.

(i used to collect really nice expensive basketball shoes. this is odd though because i wear dirty crocs almost everywhere and i simply slip them on and go. seems this is a special journey, so i am wearing nicer shoes and taking time to make it nice.)

So we go and there are lots of cars to navigate to get out.

(i love cars, would love to have many)

Next scenario, I am at a female friend's house. Seems I love her as a friend, but I have some feelings for her. Seems she is having problems with her man, not sure why I am there. Perhaps its for me to get rid of her man and have her for myself. Anyways, I have a talk with the guy and I decide to help them get back together. Like a love story, all is well, they are both really happy, he proposes, and I walk away as a hero having saved the day... I was really happy that I was able to make my friend happy, even though I had to sacrifice having her for myself.

(never happened in real life, but i suppose i have had feeling for friends and i decided to let them go in their best interest, as i'm not really ready to settle down)

anyways, I'm walking along with a big goofy smile on my face and a weird haircut... i think i look like an idiot, but i don't care... im just so happy right now.

then i arrive at a deli counter... the place is packed... very white... walk in and see many people i recognize, but they are all wrong. like a gang banger thug dressed in a white suite and such. this nice lady approaches me and seems to know me from somewhere and i do too... just can't place her. the whole place just seemed weird. I was very confused.

she says something like "you work here right? what's that in the corner over there?" we approach the counter and I just can't see anything. "what's that in the corner?" again i don't see anything. she guides my head in the direction, "what's that in the corner?" "WHAT'S THAT IN THE CORNER?!?!" she screams... suddenly my head is thrust forward and I feel a shock throughout my body. "WHAT'S THAT IN THE CORNER?!?!!?!" the woman's voice transitions to a man's voice.

seems I am being tortured and interrogated. the deli scenario was in my head or something. (well all of this is LOL) they are drowning me and shocking me. they want some info out of me. I am not scared or anything. Doesn't seem like I am going to talk. They continue to drown and shock me and I embrace it, close my eyes, breathe in the water, and black out. I felt at peace. /end dream and I wake up.

(I do suffer from depression... and I welcome death)

Anyways, I have no clue what this means... help? It is a wild dream though.