Well, I'll start by saying this. This will be a NSFW description ^^" Yesterday morning I remembered a dream I had, but I was aware I was dreaming at the same time. It was mostly first person view too.

I can't remember the start but I remember the main bit. I'm in my school and the start of the remembered bits began in the science area. I was walking through with my 'ex-boyfriend' (I say that because we were more best friends and we had an arguement and parted ways, it wasn't really a romantic relationship and I partially hate him after I was told by his best friend after he moved schools that he was going to take my first kiss and run ) and the other was someone who disappeared after that. He walked out through an exit and went up the side of the school, along the fence. He suddenly grabbed me around my waist and carried me to a hidden spot, all bushes and tress (which doesn't exist irl, same goes for the general area, it was changed to suit the dream I guess) and put me down. Then he pushed me down and started doing something. I recall that I thought he was fisting me, but I'd say it wasn't from the apparent amount pleasure I was feeling and the pain was non-existant. I was freaking out at this time.

Insert time-skip and apparently he left me there.

There was a ceremony or something nearby and there was now a bus nearby. Many things wouldn't have been possible to put there, for one thing there would be no way to get the small bus in that spot and there's a path through where everyone was sitting. I looked out towards the fence and my 'ex' was walking by with a smile on his face as he went to a gate further on. I was scared and I tried to hide behind a bush, but he could still see me and was staring at me the whole time. When he came towards me I tried to crawl away, but he grabbed me and I felt like I was being 'fisted' again. We had moved to behind the bus and I was trying more to get away. I moved past the bus enough for a teacher, Mr Bui, a memetic god at my school who is a martial arts expert turned maths teacher (true story ^^), to see us. A bunch of teachers rushed over and the 'ex' disappeared into thin air.

The only thing I remember after that was crying full force on my best friend and her comforting me and me being surrounded by my parents and teachers with me holding a book. After that I woke up and found myself in the same position I was in when I was being 'fisted'.


I have a feeling this is related to the stress and tension I've been feeling about my current boyfriend and what had happened to him a few days before and the fact that I was worried about him and our future. Turns out I'm breaking up with him now as of last night when he leaves school, since something that happened around late April stopped him from being allowed to date me. Our relationship since then has been more of friends with benefits until we leave school. I've also been thinking about looking for a different partner, my benefited friend has changed since April and I don't really love the new him.

I hope that wasn't too much or too rude ^^"