Thread: What could this dream possablly mean? (it gets freakier each day)

Originally Posted by Darkmatters

Well the main reason I wrote what I did was to see if I could draw you out a little and get some better answers. At least you didn't get all mad and say you were gonna kill yourself because I don't believe you... I was half expecting that. Because basically this whole scenario seems custom designed for a troll.

I can easily see some kid getting lulz from posting this, presenting a recurring nightmare scenario that's just beyond the level of believability but then also cranking up the emotional stress each time as if it's killing him - because that way even as the dreams continue to mount in unbelievability, people are afraid to call him out.

I was also half expecting you to say the bells are still continuing and that you're still able to count exactly how many you hear in each dream. I would have had to facepalm.

But this answer at least seems better than the ones before.

I still feel like you're not putting much time or though into you responses though,... which seems puzzling if this is really happening to you. Though if something like this really is happening or if you're just a highly anxiety-prone person then that could account for it, though it still wouldn't hep to make you seem sincere.

Anyway, good luck - and I hope getting some better sleep helps!!

I am KINDA anxiety prone but i am working on that
I know my post seems fake to you but its the truth I would not make something like something thats killing me physically inside and out
I really should post a whole new update on this post and i may do that soon
I still have the nightmare some parts still go on but not all of them

Ok I'll offer my perspective...
If it were my dream...I would interpret as reflecting to me that I have a part of me that is VERY creative, and is DEMANDING my attention to be expressed, and showing me that not expressing it in some way is literally killing me, forcing the creative energy to turn in on myself.

So, if it were me, I would take an inventory of any old childhood dreams, any thwarted longings, any kind of creative expression that I thought maybe I wouldn't be good at or make any money at or that was weird or childish or my family disapproved, and start getting in touch with it ASAP.

my memory is so shot i can only remember bits and pieces of my life

The dream indicates that you see yourself having come to a state of greater awareness (I wake up) pertaining to a situation you are in – one represented by the room. The room represents a state of mind and a particular point of view that is yours which is the main issue here. The dim room implies that you are using a point of view very lacking in intelligence. (there is a lack of light) By noting that there is no lightbulb, window or candle, it is particularly emphasized that a godly or good source of intelligence is lacking in your point of view (as these are 3 possible sources of light for a room). The lack of a window especially indicates that your mind is not allowing you to see reality nor be ‘on the lookout’ or cautious. There is an option available to you, one that appears quite up front or legitimate (door in front of me), which gives you a glimpse of light – in this case probably implying a glimpse of hope or optimism. Yet there is a flaw in this option. (crack in the door).

The cold stone floor indicates that the point of view being used is based on hard unpleasant truth in the context of which are seen symbols of alchemy. Symbols of alchemy could be understood as referring to a process by which what is base or of little value could be transmuted into something of great value. (as the alchemist focused on turning base metals into gold). As more and more of these symbols appear each day this idea is taking on more intensity and importance. [This might refer, for example, to changing one’s view of a job as being a terrible job into seeing it as something of value. It is after all, a job, and it pays one a salary.] At first this idea of transmutation appears as a negative one (in black paint), one appearing to involve a sacrifice (in blood). [This could refer to having to give up some long held perspective before change can happen.] Applied with a brush seems to suggest that the idea of a possible transmutation comes with an emotional bias (as is the work of an artist painting).

You take the flawed option to walk out of, or leave, a rather dark – and probably gloomy situation – into the light, that is, into one that is more optimistic and intelligent. Walking out into a bright light can also be associated with many people’s (near)death experiences. [I do hope you have not considered dying.] Being blinded by the light also indicates a situation in which there is intelligence and knowledge which you might be unable to see and understand. (am blinded by very bright light) When you can see and understand, the former point of view and situation will be gone. What you may need to see is that your intelligence has led you into a field, that is, into a subject area that may be your area of expertise – in this case one pertaining to the issue of death. (the black and dead roses) The longer you progress in this ‘field’ the more over powering the atmosphere of death becomes. (I walk forward and the smell gets stronger and stronger). The blood red sky implies that the limitations provided by heaven and God reflect anger relating to the sacrifices being made where death and killing are involved.

The church bells ringing strongly suggest a funeral bell especially as you end up being killed each time this dream repeats. As the number of rings increases with each dream, this warning about a funeral is not “a count down” to an actual funeral – but the increasing number of rings seems to make a warning more urgent. The man represents an aspect of your mind and represents a thought or idea you have. Being so completely faceless can imply a thought pertaining to a lack of self identity but may also suggest that it is not an idea related with an actual person who is trying to kill but that the man personifies some-thing – like a situation, a test or even a job.

The black hair would indicate dark, gloomy, unenlightened thinking involved in the idea you have. The black suit and red tie today can relate to “The Black Tie Mafia” referring to impromptu comedy groups. These clothes can thus suggest a function or behaviour that is not well thought out. Having a name also refers to having a function, role or job making the idea involved important. The black hat can imply that a negative role has been applied to the idea trying to kill you. As Tribly does relate well with a style of hat named Trilby, it emphasizes the negative aspect of a role an idea may play for you. Using this negative idea, you are literally ‘killing yourself’ in a psychological manner, that is, you are allowing your thinking about some thing to emotionally devastate you. By killing you in so many different ways, it is emphasized that there is no positive way (no one way) in which this idea is functioning.

[PS. From the many dreams I have seen over the years, I have found that people who misuse common expressions such as: “its killing me” when referring to some hardship, or “I could have died!” when expressing shock or dismay, often have dreams of repeatedly being “killed”. Have you been doing this? (I noted you mentioned that your “job is killing me”.) Words and expressions must be used carefully as in the mind they are taken literally. Such expressions can cause many physical near accidents also. Remember, “The Word was made flesh”.]