warning--sexual content

Some information that may be of use:

I am a boy, and I am 18 years old. I am a virgin and have no moral objections to sex. I am currently in university and want a girlfriend, but for the companionship rather than sex.

I have never had a girlfriend and have never even kissed anyone.

The following is the most recent dream:

I was with some friends. I think there were about 4 friends with me (I don't really remember). It was night time and we were wandering around a city. We came to an abandoned, blackened house which we decided to explore. We went inside and the inside was black and filthy. On a black leather sofa there was a man having sex with a woman, while another woman lay beside them licking her hand.

I think, but I'm not sure, I think my friends were shocked, but I was aroused. I can't remember what happened directly afterwards but all but one of my friends left. We explored the upstairs of the house and saw several prostitutes walking around. I wanted to have sex with them but I knew my friend would disapprove. (One of the rooms in the dream reminds me of my university residence hall's common room, except it was blackened and filthy). My friend went to sleep but I went to have sex in secret. I went into the uni common room place and found a menu with prices for various sexual activities. But they were all too expensive and in any case all the prostitutes had left.

A very strange thing I remember is that every prostitute except the one I saw having sex with the man in the beginning was Chinese. The latter was Caucasian. I am not a racist or anything. But my genetic background is Chinese and Indian, though culturally I am British.

A related thought is that one day I was considering using an escort service. Not seriously or anything, just one of those stupid hypothetical situations which one daydreams about for fun.

This is not the only dream I've had in which I've really wanted to have sex but been stopped by something. There have been several but the only one I vaguely remember occurred last year (in the summer I think). I was in a bathroom, which was big and luxurious, with bright lighting and marble surfaces. It was very clean and pleasant. I was about to have sex with this woman but the fire alarm went off and the dream linked into another which I can't remember. I think we'd come in from some kind of formal party, she was dressed up well and the location had an atmosphere of wealth and affluence.

Whenever I've dreamt about sex it's always other people who are having it or me on the verge of having it but being stopped by something.

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Thanks.