Am I evil?

This is a recurring dream I have been having, In it I am surrounded by the bodies of my friends and family in the destroyed ruins of my town, the sky is a red as blood and the ground is dripping with it, I look around a bit and are then confronted by three random people who claim that I did it and they are now going to kill me,but before they move I strike and kill all three, then notice he dead body of a girl I have a crush on, I become so enraged that I pick up a brick and throw it at a window it shatters and a piece falls in front of me, I look at the reflection and notice that I am completely pale and wearing in dark clothing, my eyes glow red and and wrapped in a shadowy mist around me, I then utter a name which is also my username just without the 95 at the end.
I wake up with the shock, and I fear now that I might do something I don't want to, but after the dream I feel somewhat pleased or happy.

I moved this to Dream Interpretation.

People have a tendency to interpret this kind of dream very literally - thinking they must be evil if they dreamed of massacring people and it made them feel good, but actually dreams speak in a very symbolic language and can't be interpreted so literally. Situations in our dreams represent situations in our lives, and the characters represent parts of ourselves or our relationship with other people - they are not meant to represent directly who they look like.

Example - theDream Moods dream dictionary's explanation of what it means to dream of Apocalypse:

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Apocalypse

To dream of the apocalypse signifies an emotional and dramatic change taken place within yourself. The dream may also indicate the end of one kind of lifestyle and the beginning of another.

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Source: Dream Moods: Your Dream Symbol Interpretation

So it can really be a positive thing, a renewal or rebirth that you brought about yourself. The end of an old way of thinking or behaving and the beginning of a new one.

Here's what the same dictionary has to say about dreaming of ravens:

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Raven

To see a raven in your dream symbolizes betrayal, disharmony, misfortune, and death. The death may be a symbolic death in that it signals an end to a habit or phase in your life. Alternatively, the dream suggests that someone is taking advantage of your misfortune.

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