why am i dreaming about my EX?
last night i had a dream about my ex boyfreind. I am kind of starting to miss him, but anyway i had a dream that he came back and my dad really did like him. Anyway here's the dream:
First we ran into eachother (not literally) and he gave me an envelope (possibly for my birthday or something) and it was all of the letters that i wrote to him. He didn't mean to hurt me by giving me this envelope; although it did make me feel a little bad. Anyway the envelope was all of the old letters i wrote to him; letters that i wrote on the verge of our breakup; letters that pleaded him to stay with me. The reason he gave them back to me was because he thought that i might be thinking that he was going to show them to his friends and make fun of me for begging him to stay with me. So by him giving me the letters back, it was his way of showing me that he wasn't going to make public the pain i went trhough, and that he was sorry he hurt me. Okay, moving on. by the way, when i saw him in my dream, he had grown out his facial hair. i haven't seen him since school got out, so i don't know if he really let his hair grow. Maybe that's a symbol or something. So he was showing me a new race car he was working on ( in reality he liked to race 4 cylander cars) and i could just feel the attraction between us, and i knew we were going to end up making out or something. And well, we did, and we went back to my house and my dad was glad that he came back. in reality, my dad doesn't like any of my boyfriends! But he really did like [jake] And well, lets just say even though my dad was home, we decided to be intamite and my dad walked in on us. That has never happened to me in real life, but my dad ended up hating him. But we still liked eachother.
I've had dreams about boys that i really like. And i just have a feeling that if i keep having these "re-uniting" dreams about jake, that if i want to, and if i try, we will get back together. Because i've had that happen to me 2wice before. I really miss a guy, or i want him back, i start dreaming about us and us getting back together, and then it really does happen. So what will happen this time?