I've had a few dreams like this.
In my dream I know it's wrong, but I feel too horny or I don't think consciously.
It's about my mum, I can't remember the exact details, I think it even got really dirty sometimes.
I would NEVER admit this to anyone, especially my mum, so here's me trying to be anon.
The last time this dream happened was only a few nights ago, and when I awoke I literally felt ashamed, and felt like I had no morals or self-control.
Before this last dream, I hadn't had one like this in maybe a year or so.
In the dream I was living alone with my mother, and our life style was not very healthy.
She was drinking heavily and such.
I remember coming up to her and asking her a few times to touch me, and to sleep with me, and she actually said yes at first, then felt reluctant and told me to go away.
At times, I really questioned myself, and thought 'It's my mum, why am I doing this?'
other times I felt too horny to bother and just wanted it with her.
I genuinely felt ashamed and sick to my stomach when I woke from this one, because it felt so real, and it felt like what we did was what I really wanted, and I hated myself for thinking that way.
After a while, I realize that the thoughts in my dream do not pass into my conscious mind, and I have no intention at all to be that way to my mother.
I would be open to suggestions about what this means.
If you think I'm trolling, or if you're gonna troll this thread, I don't care.
I know who I am and that's all that matters.
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