Searching for a swing set

I was looking at a swing set. The swing set could spin around and it looked very fun. I really wanted to swing on it but for some reason I couldn't. I had to walk past it and continue. I was getting frustrated and wanted to go on the swing set so badly. As the dream went my desire to go on the swing set grew. I searched for it a lot. Later on I found this house. The house was white and on top of a small hill and it had a lot of windows. There was a girl I didn't know. She looked pretty ordinary. She let me into her house to meet her family. Her family was very inviting and treated me like family even though they were complete strangers. I stayed with them. Later on in the dream I told them about the swing set I wanted to go on. They told me the swing set was very expensive and hard to find after that I woke up.

I have had a few other "swing set dreams" before. They vary in plot but they all involve searching for a swing set and never getting to go on it. When I was little I remembered being frustrated that all the fun playgrounds were hours away from home. I was even more frustrated that a few times my parents didn't take me to them when I was close by to them. They chose to do "boring adult stuff" instead. I got very mad but I didn't say much. Right now I am frustrated about not having friends. I also feel like I haven't had fun in a long time.

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