As the subforum suggests, this dream needs interpreted.

Before I start here's a little about me
I'm a guy
19 years old
bit of a closet hipster
I'm kind of anti social, I avoid people until they speak to me or vise-versa, once that happens I'm normal as can be.


So I had a dream last night, obviously.
However unlike most dreams, this one had some very powerful feelings that even carried onto waking, and I'm just trying to make some sort of sense of it.
Luckily I had just started a dream journal, so of course I wrote down everything I could possibly remember, which was actually a lot. I'm thinking I have several from different REM stages.
Anyway, here goes.

From what I wrote down,

It starts out in a WWII era, maybe even steampunkish
I'm in a destroyed house in a city, pipes sticking out of the walls and such, and there's a big hole in one side of the building. I remember the whole scene was really gray in color, but there were flecks of other dull colors.

^ That is all I remember before the dream drastically changes, so I'm guessing its the first REM stage.


The second goes as follows.

I'm leaving an airport, there's a lot of other people leaving as well. From what I felt it wasnt much of a normal arrival/ leaving, it seemed like we were all moving together in a crowd, almost driven by someone else. There were lots of concrete tunnels and overpasses, dark sky.
Then I get onto a school bus with a whole bunch of high schoolers (I'm 19 and have been graduated for like 2 years, although in this dream I think Im still in school)
Anyway we arrive at the high school, again the whole concrete scheme applies.
Time fast forwards to after school, I'm now babysitting some kids, (IRL i dont even know who they are.)
The kids are shooting objects and animals with a bb gun. Another is riding a motorcycle. My feeling was of general disgust at them, dunno why.
I leave, and go to a burger king, but this burger king was in a px (which is similar to a mall, but on a military base, which i lived on one most of my life till my dad retired)
As I'm leaving I get told off by a bunch of "swag" kids. (Personally I hate anything to do with swag or mainstream culture) I ignore them and leave.

^^I'm not really sure if all those details were relevant but I just put everything


And for the 3rd and final REM stage (which I think is what really needs the interpreting, but if you want to do all 3 you can)

I'm in an underground bunker/ base. You know with the long tunnels and such. I'm sneaking past guards and the like (This I can attribute to playing Half Life during the day) anyway, during that fiasco, I meet a long time female friend/ former crush. (In real life I dont know this person, but I felt as though I did in the dream. or maybe I forgot who it was upon waking)
We leave the bunker (via just skipping time to a point after) and we're laying down next to each other on a hill, for some reason i felt like i needed a shower. As Im about to leave she tells me a secret, that like someone in her family just went to jail or something (why i would think about that I really dont know) I promised not to tell anyone.
Another time skip to later that day in the evening, we're at a local baseball game, but sitting behind the baseball field outside the fence by the outfield. Having a great time, feels like love, just the simplicity and stuff made me happy.
Her mom and rest of the family start marching up, apparently the jail secret got out. I never told anyone. But apparently it was on facebook. The girl says she never wants to see me again.
I get emotionally compromised, whole bunch of feelings of anger, sadness, heartbreak, and overall defeat. I walk away throwing things and the like (which is totally unlike me) Somehow get back to school, and everyone's heading to their lockers and such. I'm just walking through people pushing them out the way (not physically, but just not walking around them) The girl starts chasing after me saying she's sorry and the like, I've already stopped caring about what she had to say and kept walking. I reach my locker, open it and wake up.

Upon waking I had a lingering feeling of just straight anguish and lament, like i really had feelings for this person. It's been more than a year since I've been in a relationship, and I'm not too bothered by that.

I'm sorry that this was a really long one, I just kind of remember it pretty vividly, and felt it was one for interpretation.

You dont have to do all three, but if you want you can. But the last one is the main focus.

For even reading the whole thing, I'd like to thank you, If you do try to interpret them, I thank you even more X)