Need interpretation about incredibly violent dreams

For the most part, I don't dream. I have had all of 4 or 5 dreams that I really remember and have really stuck out to me. Usually they are quite violent or have incredibly stressful situations (my mother dies, I am about to be decapitated, etc.).

Last night was quite strange because I felt like I had the same dream twice but it ended differently. I don't remember very much about the beginning, but I am with a group of 5 or 6 friends (none of them are friends I have in real life) and it is almost like we are in a horror film. We start of at a cabin in the woods (I told you, horror film) and we are about to go to bed. We are all in the common area on the couches and in sleeping bags and we are having a pretty good time. The lights are out and we are talking. I don't remember what happens next, but we end up realising that someone has been killed. We are scared, but not panicking and we decide we need to go to my house to figure out what happened and to get some measure of protection. When we reach my house, we discover that my entire family has been slaughtered. We don't go into the house, but we just know. Everything in the house is quiet and still and I know that the bodies are upstairs, but I am not sure where specifically. Me and my friends are panicking and under a huge amount of stress now. We don't know what to do, so we decide to go somewhere else. When we get to this place it is sunny and we feel a little less scared now that the sun is out. However, I can't remember exactly how it happens, but it is revealed that the killed is one of the girls with us, and she ends up killing us all.

Then the dream starts again. However, I remember the first version of the dream and so I know who the killer is. When we discover the first murder in the cabin, I already know it is her, but my friends don't believe me. As we are walking to my house, it is dark out and I am arguing with my friends, trying to convince them that this girl is the killer. At this moment, her features become a lot clearer. She is pretty tall and pretty slim. She has green eyes and straight, medium-length blonde hair. Her hair really sticks out to me in the dream. I don't know if she is the only blonde girl in the group, but for some reason, her hair stand out. She is also wearing a bright pink bubble dress. Actually, in many ways, she reminded me of Rapunzel from Tangled, though she was a lot taller. I am nervous about her because she seems crazy to me. She is smiling happily, but I know she is the killer. I am furious with her and I want to hurt her to wipe her smile of her face, but I can't because I can't prove she is the killer. So as my friends walk away, I shove her in front of me so I can keep an eye on her. As we walk towards my house (which isn't a very long walk) I am very violent towards her. I shove her and pull on her hair, but she won't stop smiling and that makes me even more angry. Then we reach my house, and again we realise that everyone inside is dead, but we know it without going inside. I know that in the next part of the dream, the girl is going to kill us all and I know that I can't let that happen. Somehow I get my friends to go into the house (I don't remember how) and I am left outside with this girl. I get something that looks like a black bucket and I try to suffocate her. Unfortunately the bottom won't close properly and I know that it is not working. My friends come back out as I am removing the bucket and she is smiling serenely. My friends aren't angry, but they do chastise me. I am getting desperate and so I decide to get a knife inside and stab her before we move to the next scene. I am worried about going inside and leaving my friends alone with this psycho, but it is the only way I can think to save them. I say I need to use the bathroom and go quickly into the house. As soon as I get inside, I hear footsteps behind me, and I look to see who is following me. I am really anxious, because I think it might be the girl, but I'm not sure. Then I see her walk through the gate, still smiling. I am surprised that she followed me and I think to myself, she probably likes that I am hurting her. I decide to make the most of this situation and I grab her hair and drag her into the kitchen where I grab a knife, quickly turn around and stab her in the chest. Her eye are kind of bulging now, but she is still smiling. I am not sure she is dead and I am worried that if I give her any opening she will stab me. I remember thinking to myself that she may have grabbed a stray knife that I didn't notice on the way to the kitchen. Afraid that she is inhuman, armed, and opportunistic, I stab her in the throat, and then in the head to make sure she is really dead. She collapses, still with that sick smile. I flip her onto her stomach and call my friends into the house. They are surprised but they do not question me. I am still worried that she will attack. Now I am convinced she isn't human. So I tie her hand and feet behind her. Together with my friends, we drag her outside. I remember thinking we should bury her, but I thought she might rise from the grave. So I decide to burn her body instead. Then the dream ends.

The thing about this dream is that I had a dream that was similar in some regards about 6 months ago. Like I said, I rarely dream, so I am amazed that these two dreams occurred within the span of a year and with a similar theme.

In my other dream, I am at the house of my best friend (Katie). I have a wonderful relationship with her. We have been friends for about 9 years and I consider her family my second family. They live really close to my house so I visit them very often. I am really good friends with her two sisters as well. Recently she has moved to Israel while I have gone to the States for university. We don't talk as much as we used to, and I miss her the most.

Anyway, so we are lounging around in the courtyard with her two sisters when this girl walks in out of nowhere. She doesn't look like the girl from my recent dream (she has short hair and wears fairly masculine clothing) but she has that same smile on her face. I ask her what she is doing here because we don't know who she is, and I can't remember if she stays silent or say something nasty, but whatever she does makes me furious and I grab her and throw her against the wall and start yelling at her. I really want to hurt her. Katie and her sisters try to stop me, but they don't succeed. Then the scene cuts and I am walking with my family and Katie's family through the streets of what looks like a town in Spain. We are heading back to the car and on the way, I see the same girl. This time, she is with her father. She whispers something to her father and he get furious. He gets out of the car and comes towards me and yelling "What did you say to my daughter?!" He chases me around the lot, and then he goes to the back of his car. I think he is about to pull out a weapon and I get really scared. I keep telling him that I didn't say anything to her and that she is the one that is being a bitch. I think he pulls out a chainsaw and I flip out. I think after that, my dad goes to try and calm him down. All the while, the girl is just there, smiling that creepy smile.

I have no idea what these dreams could possibly mean. They could be related to stress over schoolwork, but I can't imagine how. Anyway, that doesn't seem to be what they are about. Part of the horror of the dreams comes from the girl herself, but also the side of me that she brings out. I wouldn't say I am a violent person, so I am terrified when I see how violent I get when this girl is around. I really want to hurt her. Now that I think about it, I think they could have something to do with my fairly dark sexual fetishes. I'm still a virgin, but I watch my fair share of porn and tend to favour incredibly rough, male-dominated sex (I'm not sure if this is too much information, but you said to be forthcoming for the sake of accuracy, so there you go. Don't judge me.). If this is the case, I have no idea what this could be saying about my subconscious. But this is purely speculation and guesswork. I honestly have no clue what these dreams could be about. After they are over, I tend to get very anxious and afraid, like I have caught a glimpse of a terrible monster inside me and I am terrified of what it can do.

Did you provide your gender? If so, I missed it. Also, your approximate age is important and whether you live with parents, a significant other or on your own. A person's profession also has a great influence on their assignment of meaning to symbols, so that is another good piece of information to provide a dream interpreter. If you want to say a few more words about your self, it would be useful for potential interpreters.

Okay, so about me. I am a 21 year old female college student. I am a junior majoring in Religious Studies and minoring in Philosophy. I am in a dorm for most of the year, but during breaks I usually go home to the Philippines and stay with my parents. I have a pretty typical relationship with my parents. I love them a lot, but I wish they would get off my case about certain things. I have two siblings: a brother who is 3 years younger then me and a sister that is 11 years younger than me. My brother and I butt heads a lot, but I love my sister to pieces. I don't spend as much time with her as I feel I should and I am a little jealous but also incredibly proud of her because she is amazingly talented. I spend a significant portion of my time on my own. I have friends, but I am not much of a social butterfly. I not particularly fond of huge social gatherings so I stick to small get-togethers, if not I'm alone. Last year I went through a bit of an existential crisis and depression and had to leave school for a semester.

That's all I can think of at the moment. Hope it helps.

We have recurring dreams when we have not dealt with the underlying issue. In this case, the issue is represented by the tall, blonde, green-eyed girl in the hot pink dress. She is an aspect of yourself that you fear. Look for her characteristics within yourself. These are the qualities that you believe are negative, the qualities that you would like to suffocate, stab, kill, because you believe they are negative in the extreme (whether they truly are or you have been taught that in a specific environment at home or school).

There are many symbols here, so I want list them all, but the girl, in general, seems to be jealous, outgoing, open in a masculine way (in a way that females are not allowed), contemptuous, sexually free and/or lustful. These are qualities you do not like within yourself. You believe they are "killers." In response, you want to kill them before they kill you.

I know that's brief, but maybe it will give you a new perspective to look again at the meanings on your own. The dreamer is always the best interpreter of their dream. Good luck and blessings.