You were not happy with what you gave birth to, or created with Ben or regarding him. You were not celebrating it with your friends.
For single people only may mean that were not allowed to join in because of the nature of new idea you made you felt resentment toward, or the responsibility of it.
Or can single mean no codependance? You would only be allowed forward, and an integral part of the group, if you stopped that?
This made you feel naked, and you felt you should cover up ... perhaps what you did.
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So did you get back at J not liking you with pretending to like Ben? Was that part of your bad behaviour?
Could you not being allowed to join the drinking, which means socializing or celebrating, after be because you fell out with your friends due to that?
Rebecca and Ben who you haven't seen for at least a month were there maybe because they represent who is partly separated from you, or who you don't see regularly, and fit with J, who you want to see more often.
Or maybe project your future meeting with them, when all of them come together.
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