vivid death in a dream. very confused and interested

i was being held hostage in a room with dirty green paint slowly chipping off the walls. There was guy with a ski mask and another person. I was trying to reason with the person but he was not listening and i got shot in the face 6 times. I remember feeling getting shot the first two bullets and it stung, i could feel the bullets lodged in my head. After that i became numb as he continued shooting me then my vision in my dream got all bloody and red. I felt disconnected from my body at that point and i then fell over dead while strapped to the chair. I remember looking at my body dead and bloody then i started floating away. I woke up abruptly after that. This happened again later the same night except i vaguely remember the next one all i remember was being shot and killed again. It was strangely realistic. I've never had a dream where I've died so its kinda weird for me. Do any of you think you can interpret this?

First Thoughts: A mask and face both suggest the persona, the mask/front/social personality you show to the public. The head is your target, goal, and suggests intellect, left-brain functions. Disconnection between body and mind; disconnect between natural urges and rational processes. A dream may reflect your frustration over not being heard in waking life, "trying to reason...he was not listening," which can take many forms and may be related to feeling hostage and "strapped to the chair." What are 6 and dirty, green paint to you?

Some situation held you hostage, where the surface of growth or life was chipping away.
The situation was masked to you, and you tried to reason with the other part of you, but to no avail.
So it shot you in the face 6 times or repeatedly. Maybe number no matter. Maybe number means how many specific hurts from each area.

The first two hits stung, that hurt lodged in ya head, which made you numb, as the hurts continued, making you bleed, emotionally and mentally.

This disconnected you from yourself, 'killing' you. You fell, still bound by this situation.

You observed yourself dead and bleeding, within, then your mind floated away from this reality.
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You woke up abruptly where you real experience ended, or the meaning ended, I think.

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Surely you can't miss what this dream was about. An experience that killed you within.