Hello. First of all, youarenotstupid
You have some unresolved feelings for this girl. I'm inclined to think that the "white girl and boy who were very attractive" who looked at you like they didn't approve - were physical representations of your inner struggle to be close to this girl who you had clear desires for, but you chose not to because of the way she chooses to deal with her pain/fear. Later on in the dream, she drove up in a white van,and invited you to come with her, and you did. The white van may have reperesented a clean exterior. Forgiveness, repenting, the desire to shed addiction to be more desirable to you. You sat in the back, thats because you're choosing to put space in between you and her. The girl in the middle might be someone you're more likely to be with than the girl who has all the issues you don't want to be a part of.
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