Dream Interpretion? Too Many Elements to List in Topic
So, a little insight about me. I'm wanting a dream interpretation for a very lucid dream I just got done having, so its extremely fresh in my mind. Going by a pseudo name here to remain anonymous, I won't be listing any real names or my location, except for that I am in the USA.
I am 28 years old, currently unemployed. However, I will be leaving out of town in 8 days for a 5 week school in hopes of catching a professional career. My main jobs in the past have been either Retail, Armed Security, or Phlebotomy. I officiate sporting events for extra money during their respective seasons, though have never worked a day in my life doing these. I live alone, single never married, and have a male German Shepard Dog that I take care of.
I swear that all the following details are true, and that some will be VERY graphic, and those with a weak stomach might want to turn back now. Its because of these details that I am seeking an interpretation. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
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Dream started out with me staying at some kind of motel, though its not a 5 star one, it is quite nice. I'm enjoying myself in my room with my German Shepherd Dog (GSD), though can't remember what exactly what I was doing in there. The hotel seemed to be in the 100,000+ populated town I have always worked in, but only live 30 miles from, though as I said, this hotel was not recognizable in the dream. The room was a standard two bed. To my amazement, my mother, who lives in the suburban town right next to the large one, brings in another GSD, a female one that I had gotten back in 2001 (We'll call the GSD Kate). However, this particular GSD "Kate" had passed away almost 3 months ago from natural causes. Kate always lived with me. - For background, yes, I took it very hard, had always taken very good care of her, and did have her buried at a pet cemetery after her passing.
But continuing, after my mother had brought in the dog, she started playing with my other dog. I know without a doubt in my mind that this was Kate, but she didn't act like her. She was a bit meaner, more aggressive then she had always been around with me. I must reassure, I had no doubt that this dog is my dead dog Kate in the dream. Eventually, it came to the point where I knew that she was dead, and shouldn't even be here. Though I would NEVER, EVER, EVER, harm an animal in reality (I love them way too much!), I started to attempt to kill her by various methods of blunt trauma, to which she won't succumb to. Blood is spattering all around the room I am in in the mean time.
After a lapse in the dream, I am starting to become somewhat aware that this is a dream, though not completely. I then find myself in a hotel room with 3 beds, me having woken up in the middle one, with a naked girl that is in the process of getting dressed next to me. I ask who she is, and she just said, "How could you forget? Though we did have sex a few times last night. You might not remember because you were in the hospital from being drunk last night. They took you in and they tested you at .05, but didn't release you until you were at .08". I thought that this was weird with the numbers being backwards, and the fact that I rarely drink. There was another girl in the room, completely dressed, neither of whom I knew. I never sleep around, and would never in my life say I'd ever see this happening to me. I suddenly leave out of the room, only to find a cell phone that is one of the older flip models, and unlike my current smart phone. Of course, I am trying to call my sister, one of the few people in my life I truly trust, only for the cell phone to either dial a wrong number after typing it in, or for it to not work at all.
By this time, I am realizing that this is all "real" in the dream, and am currently thinking that I am in need of major medical attention. I am trying to seek out anyone I can find around me now that could call for an ambulance to admit me into the behavioral (psych) ward of the hospital because nothing is seeming right to me at all, though I can't control any of it. I know everything I have been doing is wrong.
After another straight up lapse into another scene in the dream, I am finding myself at my neighbors house, whom my childhood best friend lives in. I still talk to him to this day. But when we were 12-14, we would meet almost every day at his place after school to play video games with a couple of other people. I knew the people, but their dress style and haircuts were different from those I grew up with. I feel like my current age in the dream, but don't know why the others were still young.
The final lapse suddenly came when I was suddenly in the downtown area of the large town I mentioned earlier. For the record, I think it was last year, one of the parking garages I use to do security checks for was imploded for a new planned development. This part is fact, and actually did happen.
I find myself at different parking garages in the city, some of them I know, like the one above, some are just a figment of my imagination. For some reason, I am in one of the other garages, when it either collapses with me in it, or I am being chased down the stairwells, only to be shot by people. Once I am "dead," I wake up in another garage, to find myself in the same situations. By now, I KNOW I am dreaming, but simply, can't wake up, no matter what I try to do. These situations are scaring the hell out of me, and I just want to wake up. I never feel any physical pain during any of the acts.
The people usually chasing me through these parking garages are usually adults, though, there is the sight of an occasional 11 or 12 year old kid. For some reason, whenever I looked at the kid, I got a feeling that I was in Hell itself...THE Hell...and was simply being tortured by being in these situations repeatedly (being alive, then killed, then being alive, only to be killed again, traumatically each way.)
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I finally wake up, I was only asleep about a total of 90 minutes, but woke up with badly sweaty clothes. I was soaked, my other GSD laying right next to me now trying to comfort me.
As I said, EVERY detail of this story is TRUE, and dear lord, I'd like someone to analyze it a little for me. If there are any follow up questions, or any clarification needed, please either ask it publicly or PM me! Thank!
