I remember quite a bit from my dream but somethings are missing. My boyfriend was leaving and Told me he'd be right back. He didn't come right back and while he was gone he got messed up (under the influence) and cheated on me. When he came back he had cum on his pants. He said something to me but i don't remember and then i didn't see him after that. I felt so lost and hurt. The whole dream was blurry but there were a lot of people like "friends" that i really don't know, his family (some i haven't met yet), girl he cheated on me with and random people. I went up to the girl hurt and crying asked if he was under the influence when he did it she said yes. I also asked her if he said anything about me and she said "she said that he told her he loves me but can't do it anymore" i cried and cried and told her he did this before and i have him a second chance and trusted him. I kept saying "why is this happening again". It was raining in my dream and at one point i was looking for a pad of paper and a pen but i don't remember why. And i remember my phone being dead. In real life: my boyfriend I've been with for 2 years that i love very much, cheated on me a few months ago after he left me a few months before that and Got back with me. It was the worst pain ever. I was so heartbroken. He realized after a while what he really had and that he truly lived me and messed up i have him another chance. We live together. He has a very busy stressful job. I just started college. I'm a full time student. We have both been being snappy with each other. We've been fighting a lot. We have bad communication. We both have been feeling like we aren't spending enough time together. What could my dream mean?