Disturbing dream in a recurring setting.
I'm walking down to the cul de sac in my neighborhood, it's usually a familiar place, I had a lot of fun with my friends who live there when I was younger. Except this is not the normal cul de sac, its completely desolate. There is nothing green, only dry desert dirt and a few scraggly dried out weeds. It only has my friends house and the old lady's house. I've seen this distorted reality in another dream too. The old lady has been dead for a long time. (she doesn't actually exist, but my friends do)
I'm walking absent mindedly to her house, it is hot and stuffy, like the summer. I go up a small stone path to get to the side door, which should lead to a garage, but instead leads right into her bedroom. It is dark, despite it being bright outside. The room is dark blue and the furniture is dark green. There is a large bed centered on the wall to the west, it takes up most of the space. There is a tall dresser diagonally from the bed, right next to the first door that leads to the house. There are two doors on one wall opposite of the bed, they both lead to the house but I have never opened them. I feel hazy and bored, I probably came to the house just because I was bored, to explore the house. The house gives me an eerie feeling and I decide to leave.
I walk back to my house with the lady's body. I do not know how I acquired it, as she died a long time ago but the body is not decomposed. I can't remember the walk back with the body and I feel hazy and confused by this. Her corpse matches the house very well with her grey skin and hair, muted pink shirt and long blue skirt. She has sweat all over her from me carrying her back. I don't understand how I could have carried her all this way, as I am not very strong female. My family is disappointed I decided to bring this body home, but they will help me bring it back. I have a very tight knit family consisting of my parents, brother and sister in law. My father seems to be missing in this dream. I ask myself over and over "Why a body?" I'm trying to remember why or how but I cannot. I go and grab the key to her house, the keychain is one of those plastic lids you get at a fast food place, which I remember from the other dream.
My family assures me that they will help me take care of this. The one most annoyed at me is myself. I somehow end up back in the house without them, I am becoming aware that I am dreaming at this point and the creepiness of the house sets in. I become afraid and I don't dare walk even one more step past the door. I turn back to see my brother in a wetsuit, my mother standing next to him. They are next to the old lady's tiny shed (I don't remember it being there, its small enough be an outhouse) my sister in law is inside with the body. A sense of dread washed over me. My brother assures me that this is the only way. I peer in the shed and my sister is cutting up the body and mashing it in a plastic bag. The smell is horrible, it looks like pasta sauce. I feel like I need to puke, I almost do, in the completely dried out lawn (which also wasn't there before) I realize this is what has to be done, I had done this and it had to be dealt with.
Then I woke up.
Sorry, there are probably many spelling errors, I wrote this quickly on my phone. I would really appreciate your help with interpreting this.