Thread: Crush and his current boyfriend appeared in a dream. What does this mean?

Hello all,
I am a gay sophomore university student in D.C. In February, I met a fellow student who was also gay at a singles Valentine's Day party.

We grew distant after the party, but reconnected in April. We began talking and texting and we grew very interested in each other. He is a Cancer, and I'm a Scorpio - he is very sweet and caring. In May, we hung out and began planning about spending our summer together. I am an out of state student, and had to head back home to Florida at the end of May, for summer vacation. Because I wasn't in my school's state, we couldn't hang out, so we grew a bit distant.

June comes along and I started to see photos of him and another guy hanging out together - the other guy is a jerk, and it made me uncomfortable. Two weeks ago, I logged onto Facebook, and it showed that they were in a relationship. For the past 2 weeks, I've been absolutely heartbroken. The first week consisted of me being depressed, drinking heavily, as well as using drugs heavily. This past week has been much better. I have been meditating everyday/every other day and have felt enlightened, happier, and much more positive and stronger.

A few nights ago, I had a dream involving my crush and the guy that he is dating. It took place in two rooms. My room was an apartment made of glass. I could see out, but no one could see in. Across from my apartment were regular rooms. One room was my crush's, and the other was the room of his boyfriend. My crush and his boyfriend were in my crush's room, on the computer, printing out school work and talking to each other/hugging. All of a sudden, I was transported to his boyfriend's room. It was dark, and I was hiding for some reason. I heard his boyfriend say "come to my room," and my crush didn't reply. I turned around to head to the door to leave, and his boyfriend was in front of me, naked. He clearly saw me, but didnt say anything or object to me being there. I left, without incident, and returned back to my room. From my apartment, I looked over to my crush's room, and he was sitting in the doorway, on his computer, sitting quietly and calmly. I kept watching his peaceful being, as he used the computer, and then woke up.

What exactly does this mean? Can someone please give me some enlightenment?

Thank you.