Hello friends of Dream Views! It is with great pleasure that I join this online community. Although this is my first post and I look forward to getting to know others here and developing insight into dream science and interpretation.
I appreciate everyone's time and efforts to aid in my dream interpretation. For ease of reading, I'm separating my post into three sections: (1) About Me, (2) The Dream, (3) Possible Hints/Clues.
1. About Me
I'm a 25 year old male law student living in Canada. At the time, I'm focused on finding a niche within my area of studies. Right now, it is a very crucial and stressful time for students like myself who are struggling with law firm applications - they are due the end of next month. On a personal level, I also find myself thinking about long term relationships for the first time ever. This was sparked in part by the fact that my colleagues are doing the same and that I've developed a deep personal relationship with a colleague at my school. Unfortunately, this individual had to move away to another city but remains a significant friend in my life. Other than career and social/personal relationships, I haven't focused too much on my family.
2. The Dream
The dream takes place in a foreign and tropical forest. I felt comfortable, secure and tranquil. I remember running water, sunlight, and magnificent landscapes and rock sculptures making me feel like I belonged to nature. I was participating in a race in the forest with a good friend who had left the country two days ago. We ignored certain instructions to get a head start on the race only to discover that we were running in the direction that was different to the path of the race. I vaguely remember the presence of my grandparents as well as my sisters. The dream takes a twist to the unpleasant and ends with visions of dead baby mice. I knew they were baby mice because they were small, pink and hairless. They were also bloody, like a fetus. As the dream continued, the pinkness of the fetal mice deepened to blood red. It made me feel uncomfortable and sickened but I was not fearful. I later captured a magnificent yellow snake with a beautiful pattern. I was a little bit afraid of this wonderful snake but mostly felt that it was a great source of pride to have it contained. I told someone in the dream that this snake weighed 30 lbs! When I dropped the container, the snake escaped through a small crack. I was afraid of the snake now that it was crawling free. I made two weak and uncommitted attempts to recapture it by grabbing it by the tail but my efforts were unsuccessful and the snake escaped in my own home. I contemplated briefly how I may plan to recapture it. I made a connection in my dream between the dead mice and the snake - prey and predator. Those two symbols were the most impressionable on my dream.
3. Possible Hints
I've been feeling a great deal of tension recently in my waking life between my desires.
In terms of career, on the one hand, I really want to join a law firm that practices commercial law due to the prestige, money, the fact that a majority of my colleagues strive for the same goal and view it with high regard. On the other hand, I find that this goal does not align with my personal interests and that it is draining to fake a passion in that area. Yet, I constantly feel pressured to go against my true ambitions because a job is a job and 'beggars can't be choosers.'
In terms of personal relationships, I want a long distance relationship to work out with my ex - who proposed the idea. However, I am guarded by logic and feel afraid to take a chance because of insecurity and uncertainty in my professional life.
I feel a bit of guilt for alienating myself from my family while I focus on soul searching and finding out what is right for me.
I hope I've provided enough information for others to help me find meaning in my waking life. I thank everyone in advance and hope that others can sympathize with the turmoil I am undergoing.
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