Last night I dreamed of 'Henry VIII'. Skimming the wikipedia article in the morning, it has some similarities with the historical Henry VIII. My dream depicted his last few hours, but I think they're symbolic of his last few years. In the dream his death wasn't entirely natural, he was poisoned, but it took a while for the the poison to do its work.
There are scenes where he is feasting, though he is already fat. I hope he will barf up the poison but he doesn't. His behavior is erratic. He has some artistic talent and composes a song. He runs across a road, falls down, and cries like a baby, as if insane. He performs well in some kind of croquet like sporting event in a woods, then he sits in a chair and falls over backwards like he is seriously ill. I can't point to anything particularly interesting or compelling about this dream, but I found it disturbing for some reason I don't understand. This is rare for me, I almost never have bad dreams, knock on wood, and I'm not even sure what's "bad" about this one.
Prior to the dream of Henry VIII, I had an abstract dream, the gist of which I was contrasting my temperament to another type of temperament. It seems to me that a lot of people define what they think is right in a way that's safe for them. For example hundreds of thousands of people work in the government 'security' apparatus, and it never occurs to them to take personal moral responsibility for their actions. They adopt a comfortable outlook, justify themselves in terms of what people around them are doing, follow the rules, and think about their pensions. I have a fair degree of contempt for such people, even though I don't think such contempt is justified. I don't like the injustices they tolerate and perpetrate, and don't want to live in that kind of world. But I also feel insecure because who I am is not accepted by them, and I take an aggressive stance because of my own feeling of inadequacy. The dream wasn't a condemnation of them so much as a positive affirmation of what I am, though to some extent one implies the other. Presumably this dream is related to the dream of Henry VIII somehow, though the connection isn't obvious to me.
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