Before I start, I would like to apologize if the sexual content involved is offensive to anybody. I will try to keep the post as pg-13 as possible.
The dream is centered around me and one girl in particular, so I'll give some background that may be helpful. First off, we are both high school age. I'm a senior and she is a sophomore. We dated, briefly, more than a year ago. She is the first (and only) girl I've kissed. That was as far as we went, we never did anything sexual. Since breKing up, we've become very close friends. A couple months ago, we started discussing th possibility of a friends-with-benefits situation. She's the only girl I've ever even come close to doing anything of that nature with. That never amounted to anything. Over the past few weeks, we've kinda stopped talking altogether, though it did talk to for a while yesterday.
Then came my dream last night. Overall, the dream was rather strange. These stories kept popping up about people getting killed, and no one could figure out who was killing them. Then, one day, there was a mass murder, and a large amount of people where killed all at once. I was the one that caught the killer, and it was the girl I talked about earlier. But rather than turning her in, I decided to punish her myself. I decided to punish her by raping her, because that can have such a lasting effect on girls. There was a small crowd when it happened, I don't recall who any of the people in the crowd were, or if I even knew them. They didn't really have any effect on the dream they were just kind of there. So I went on, I first performed oral sex on her, then went all the way and raped her, very forcefully and violently. That is all I remember.
This dream freaks me out a lot. I'm a good person, I'm very gentle and respectful of females, I would never do anything to hurt one, and I would especially never rape somebody, so why would I have a dream like that? I feel it is important to note, this was NOT a wet dream.
Again, I would like to apologize if the graphic nature of this post is inappropriate for this website, or if it offends anybody. Thanks for any help.
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