DREAM 1
He showed up where you work as you need to work something out about him, which surpised you and made you nervous.
DREAM 2
Next time, you want to be friends with him, of being separated (single) from him, and absolutely love him and have his thought be fun.
Because it makes sense if the issue is a bit of hate or conflict with the old guy, you don't want that.
It's like poison to you.
It surprised you again, made you uncomfortable. You wanted you to be happy, because of that split.
You pretended to be okay with the separation, but you weren't.
DREAM 3
So in the Facebook of your mind, your thought regarding him was not like the real you, but a bit like him.
You were still in the woods - trouble or lost - with him. Or a way to go yet.
This made you more uncomfotable, hanging out with this side of you in thinking of him. wanting to be friends with him yet condescending to you and weird about it.
In this game, maybe it's like a mountain to get over to see his side, to birth the peaceful way you want it to be, which you would love but feel is inappropriate, maybe because he is with someone else, not you, which confused you. Or likely thinking of the birth of your relationship, are thinking too much of him, or partly wanting to be by his side.
You saw you need to lay the boundaries between you and her, and you and him.
So, you are sad, disappointed, confused, and annoyed, with yourself, and how it went, at this time.
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