Dreams about a person I love.
It's been 5 years since I confessed to a girl I liked. She kindly said she wasn't interested. I have had at least 10 dreams involving her. The latest one was today. Most of my dreams I don't see her but I know where she is. It doesn't cross my mind to look for her. The few that we are talking, we get along well.
At times I don't think about her for at least a month and then all of a sudden I dream about her and when I wake up I can't stop thinking about her.
On her last birthday I couldn't bring myself to give her a happy birthday. I didn't dream of her the day before, on her birthday or the day after. But at the end of the month i dreamt about her. What does it mean?
In my memory and dreams she is perfect. If I do pursue her, there will be something that will disappoint me about her.