moon symbol? weird moon dreams?!

For the past two days ive had the same kind of dream. ill explain.
the first time was 2 days ago. I had a dream that my mom was rearranging furniture so that we can fit a large pool in my room. (my room seemed a lot bigger than it usually would which is what usually happens in my dreams).the pool was saltwater, and had seaplants and sand in it. after the pool was put in place I swam in it with my dad. I soon realised that it was too deep and I was beginning to drown. I was shouting for my dads help but he wouldn't help, and ignored me. after this happened I remember seeing myself in a weird looking antique shop that had weird food making machines from the old days. I had my eye on a vintage candy floss machine. then my mom came in and brang about 6 men with her that she said were our famile. they looked like hillbillies lol. then they took me to go fishing in this swampy area. it was dark but all of a sudden I see 3 VERY STRANGE LOOKING MOONS! I cant explain them they looked like they were eclipses but they were oddly shaped. one of them fell through the clouds and it looked like a fireball/eclipse looking moon.

And heres my dream from last night.
I don't remember most of it but here are the main points.
I remember I was getting ready in a beach house for a talent show I was going to when thought it would be fun to go to the beach at night. I went out of the house and into the beach area at night. the first thing I see is a half moon. I brushed it off and got in the water. THEN I see the moon change into a weird symbol that ive never seen before. and I feel the tide violently pull me into the deep sea and drag me out and I despraratelytry to escape. I managed to escape. please explain :)

Fear, helplessness and the feeling of guilt are what I can see in your dreams. The water, the spacious room and the moons reflect that.

Are you having a problem in real life that you feel totally helpless in sorting it out? Are you hiding a secret from your family? Are you hesitant: sometimes you feel you can sort it out alone but at other times you feel you need someone to help you through it?

I also feel that the moons, in particular, represent your feelings that you are doing the wrong thing or pursuing the wrong approach to the problem.

Thanks. Right now I'm having problems in school. I feel like I can't fit in even if I tried. I can't be myself at all sometimes. When I was about 4 my parents would fight all the time and my father would traumatize me. So in a response my mind created personalities. I use them to help me cope through the bullying. I'm not good enough for anyone.

I used to feel like I didn't fit in. I don't fit in with the people in my neighborhood and I actually go out to raves where I feel like I am totally in my element. What do you like to do? What would put you in your element and be your total self? Going out and partying and clubbing for me helps me relieve a lot of stress.