Almost dying due to alcohol and medication overdose
This dream wasn't exactly recent, but I thought it pointed either to some dangerous issue I've had in my life either with being pressured or uncareful or something that I still need drilling into my head, maybe you guys can find another connection I didn't? I dreamed that my mom's boyfriend's daughter (in real life she's a nice girl and would never pressure me to do anything stupid; I just think her relationship to me symbolized something in the dream) pressured me to drink like 10 martinis in a row after a party was over from my fridge, and like 5 bottles of medication, and I actually didn't die, I just went to the hospital and had brain surgery and got my stomach pumped and was fine. She didn't even need to go to the hospital...or did she? I sort of remember her being smug and happy that she survived all of that without needing medical intervention. (Does that mean I think other people are invincible and I'm not?) In the dream I wasn't scared of dying; I just didn't want to disappoint her by not doing what she said.
By the way in real life I would NEVER engage in a suicidal act just because someone told me to...I've smoked and considered suicide out of pressure and people's words, but I don't think I'd actually do something that I knew would make me drop dead.
I don't think I'd have this dream now, though, because I'm much more cautious than I used to be, and I don't give into random pressure as easily.
I think I shared this dream because it still makes me nervous to think about and I wanted any further analysis of what advice my subconscious was giving me in that dream.