Several Deep Dreams after a break up.

I had a recent break up out of the blue with someone I am really fond of. We had a small tiff and then it was over a couple weeks later with little communication now he has a girlfriend.

The first one was the last weekend we spent together. We we were at his apartment by the pool and he asked me why I wasn't jumping in. He said I've been dealing with mediocre and unworthy pools and now I have this amazing pool to jump into so why am I so afraid?

The next one about 2 weeks after he was at my childhood home, he came in with this girl who looked like my first boyfriends cousin and she was dressed like Katniss. I ignored her and she just talked to my mom and I went into my parents room and my guy was going through my dads socks and I gave him a salad that he left here. He said he missed me and I was so close to being the best one, he just wasn't sure.

Then I was at an outdoor mall I ended up at his apartment and he was making mini pancakes on a hot plate He again told me he missed me and that I was beautiful. we kissed and then he had to go to the bathroom and my friend Jerry from college came in and chatted. I told him I had such a crush on him and he said he knew but now we are friends.

The other night I had one where I saw him at the subway and ignored him while he kept trying to talk to me and look at me. He ended up at my moms again doing yard work and he gave me an envelope with a poem and several CDs of songs. He said to read it and listen to them and they were all random love songs but some about coming on too strong. Then I ended up on my room, but it was my old apartment in my home town now where I lived with my first boyfriend and we were together 6 years.. I was laying on the bed and my r ex, the one I just broke up with came in and kissed me and cuddled me I asked him what he was doing and he said "I guess I'm kissing you" I asked about his girlfriend and he shrugged and said "you are SO close, you are so close. I have to go now" then he left, I walked to the living room and my mom was there, she said "so you were kissing Sam?" I said"I suppose so!" and she said "the door is open" I told her I would close it next time and she said "No, the door is open, the door is open"weird...



Then and I were on the bus. He was sitting across from me and I said hi. He smiled.and said hi. I told him I couldn't ignore him. He said it was only a short time and shrugged. I told him the short time meant a lot to me.he just looked ahead and I knelt before him and told him he affected me too much and he didn't see that I loved him.he started crying and got off the bus. I went home and his girlfriend was there. She said I hurt you and it was such a short time..2 days.. I said yes and she hugged me and cried and told me i was kind

Last night I was at a friends apartment with a group of people. I saw him walking down the street and I jumped down the fire escape. I called after him and said we needed to know what he was doing that night. He said all he had do was take care of his puppy but I could not tell my roommate what his puppys name is...