Recurring dream about the same person

Hi everyone! I'm new to this forum. I'm hoping someone can help me understand a recurring dream. I am going to give you a brief description of me, how I dream and a long description of my most recent dream. So I'm sorry for the essay!

So I believe that dreams have meanings and have done since I have been a child. Mostly I'm the only person I know in my dreams. Sometimes I'm on my own, sometimes I'm with strangers. I do dream about people I know but it's rare. Sometimes I have dreams that come true - rarely about me or anyone I know but things that happen in the world like plane crashes, big fires etc.

I am married and have two children. I am in my late 20s. I am a bubbly outgoing person but lately I feel like I've lost some of my spark. I have a full time job - not the career I want to be in but I am really good at what I do.

So now to the dream .....

I keep dreaming about a guy. I don't know him really well, we've only met a few times in the last year. I keep dreaming about him ever since I met him the last time a couple of months ago.

I do think this guy is handsome and charming and we've had some nice chats when we met but that's all! I also respect what he does! He does a lot of public speaking and travels a lot! That's how I know him - I've been to events he has been working at.

So my dreams started at us just being friends.... a bit flirty but usually we would just be chatting and having fun! This went on for weeks (in my dreams). Not every night ... I would say he appears in my dreams 3 - 4 times a week.

The last couple of weeks it has been more intense and it ends up that we sleep together. So I will describe my dream from last night as I remember most of it.

This guy was public speaking with some other people and I was at the front. He invited some people up on stage - me included. He talked a little with everyone and then came to me last. He talked to me for ages and was flirting and putting his hand around me. When I went to sit down he came over to me again and was chatting to me for ages ...... then I woke up ..... it was the middle of the night so I eventually went back to sleep .... and continued to dream about him.....

this time the event was over and we had decided to go back to his hotel room - I told him nothing would happen ( not cos I'm married, in my dream Im single). We had to walk my friend home first (she sometimes comes to these events in real life). As we walk back she accidentally slips into the river, but then we realise that she didn't (very random). As we are walking I ask her to not tell anyone I am going to his hotel - she agrees.

After we drop her home we go to his hotel. It's really odd. It's a boutique type hotel with white French style furniture and the rooms and floors are different sizes, shapes, uneven. We go to his room separately - he goes first, I follow and I find it odd that we go downstairs to his room instead of upstairs. Even though I am dreaming I'm telling myself that I am only going back to his room as friends but as soon as we get to the room we get physical! It doesn't feel seedy in any way and it feels like it was meant to happen! It doesn't feel like a cheap one night stand - it's something we both want!

Then I woke up ..... it took me ages to realise this dream wasn't real. It basically echoes the other dreams that I've been having about this guy! When I wake up I feel so guilty because I think I've actually done it and it takes so long for me to realise I was only dreaming.

Can anyone interpret these dreams? I know it sounds strange but I feel like I'm cheating when I wake up and it's stressing me out! Does it have something to do with my relationship with my husband or does it mean something else? Thanks.