Need a interpretation

Im a 26 year old male, In the 90s from about 1991-1999 I lived with my mom, dad, grandma, aunt, uncle in home that I have the most fondest memories of my life, my family everyone was happy and together. We had a huge backyard and in it was a huge garden with lots of trees, plants, ..ect

The garden was beautiful , after 1999.we moved from that house with that my entire family kind of went their seperate ways ..needless to say none of them live in the state anymore ..

Since we left that house 14 years ago , I have had numerous reoccurring dreams of that garden and backyard eberytime I return in that dream it's almost as if the garden changes and grows with time as I do in reality .. a few years ago I had a dream I returned and the trees were bigger ..huge and one of them was dying the one I use to climb as a child ..so I planted another one by it .. then a year a d a half ago I dreamt going back to that garden and the tree I had planted was big and beautiful and alive .. a few nights ago I had the most disturbing dream of them all , I went back to the house and it was abondened, the garden was dead, the trees were all gone except the one I had planted but it looked like it was dying .. I cried because it was dying after all these years ..I was aware in the dream that this garden was the place I like to escape to while I'm dreaming like my safe haven.. and since I awoke from that dream u have lots of anxiety and a bit distraught ..

Is it normal to dream like this?