Real life vision: New deluge, journey through space, transformation into demon, splitting of earth
I don't know if there are anyone left out there who believe in visions, but I had one and I need to make sense of it:
It began with myself on top of a plateau, the entire earth had been engulfed by a dark and dreadful storm as hard raindrops caused everything to get swallowed by the raising sea level (a new deluge?) all my enemies were stuck on the level below, but I was safe being high above on this plateau. This made me feel over-joyed as I felt a burden lift from my shoulders.
As everybody drowned the plateau I was on began to rise high towards the sky as a mighty mountain grew beneath where I was standing. I was distraught at first, but as the mountain grew it felt as if though I was chosen by a higher power to rise up, as if I was worthy.
Suddenly I was so high that I popped outside the atmosphere and I was gliding fast through space and the whole journey was magical and I felt liberated as I flew past Mars, past Saturn, until I found myself gazing at the milky-way itself and then I realized that I was bigger, so big that I could fit the milky-way in the palm of my own hand.
At this point I tried to stop myself with my own will as I did not want to destroy it, but the vision did not let me. I grabbed the milky-way and it was mine to keep.
The moment it was in my hand, my entire body transformed into a majestic, beautiful but horrifying demon with horns and red bony skin. I was extremely overjoyed, so happy that I began to dance.
But suddenly I stopped and my head shot upwards as searing fire blew out from my mouth. I'm not sure to what purpose but it seemed like it was meant to happen, but I was no longer a demon, but the demon body was still in space and the fire was still gushing out from it's mouth, as though I had simply "shed my skin" and I was back in my human form and I was pummeled head first back the way I came and I crashed headfirst back into earth which was now encased in complete ice. An ice age had engulfed our planet.
The moment I crashed into the planet I kept on searing through the planet until I reached the core. Then earth split in two, but it did not get destroyed. In fact, the two new sides of earth became two completely new planets and new plant-life grew rapidly on each of them.
Then two huge spheres separated the two new planets from each other as though each planet was placed in their own dimensions accordingly. But I was stuck between these planes and there was no place for me and my existence was erased and my consciousness was cast into oblivion.
Then it was over. I was awake the whole time.
What does this mean?
I'm not religious in the sense that I have a mystical connection to higher beings, but I am an Omnist.
Relevant information based on vision:
There have been people who've been trying to do me wrong ever since I was 21. I'm 25 now and these people spread false rumors about me and are trying to destroy my social relations. Many times they have succeeded and my image has taken quite a toll, so much that I'm considering leaving the country and move somewhere else. I've wanted to "erase" these people and have developed many "bad" thoughts because of this, but I've always been a good guy but I find my patience thinning.
A friend of mine said that I had to grow up and be strong because there are people out there who want to do me wrong (he freestyled it), but I don't want to harm them, but he says that if I move I'm running from my problems and that's considered weak. I personally feel that I could if I wanted to, and that's good enough, but still these thoughts in my head are very disturbing and I feel strongly that my mental health is about to split, and based on pure self-empathy, I need to get the fuck away from here.
The rest I don't know, flying through space, transforming into a demon, splitting the earth into two, damn...and the most crazy part about this: It wasn't a dream, nor was it a lucid dream. I swear I was awake. That's why I think it's a vision or maybe it's too late and the stress these people have put me through has gotten to me and I've truly gone insane, I've just not realized it yet...or God (the universe, depends on the theology. I'm an Omnist) has sent me a message or something, I don't know, but still this is the most unique experience I have ever had, and I felt I had no other way to turn but here.
Could somebody help me understand what's going on? God, all I want is some peace...
