I was holding a barn swallow in my hands and said to someone "this is my animal totem" and I felt so excited to have an animal totem... Then I found an abandoned swallow egg and picked it up planning to care for it until it hatched then saw another and another until I was overwhelmed with how many eggs there were and realized there was little chance I could save them all and probably some were already dead...

There were a number of other dreams the same night all I remember is one before this, I felt like a helpless patient to a doctor, something was wrong with my legs...