I Dreamed of Being Kidnapped.. again.

[EmilyRose]

Some Background: My name is Emily, I'm 17 years old and I dream a lot. I usually have pleasant ones. This isn't my first dream about being kidnapped but this one was so terrible that I felt I couldn't explain all of it myself. I know that having anxiety and being worried about getting out of my house and going to college is probably what's worrying me or maybe it has something to do with all the things that have happened to me in my life but never anything like this. and that may be why I'm having this dream, but it's so strong and there are a lot of facets to it. Please help? I had a dream that I was kidnapped when I was little. I wasn't me in my dream, I looked different, I could walk. But I was experiencing everything, every feeling, everything. I was kidnapped by this group of guys, frat guys or like, college age. They kidnapped me when I was about 8 I think along with 3 other people, 2 boys and a girl. One of the boys goes to school with me in real life but I have no real connection with him at all. We were all held captive for many years in this house. They kept us free, never chained or tied, because they wanted us to try and escape, they loved it because they always caught us. We'd never leave without each other and we'd always run. But everyone and a while I tried by myself, to get help.The house was probably a mile out of town? At first we'd escape and get half way there and they picked us up, but they let us go farther as time went on. But each time we'd get to someones house and knock on the door, or go into a store or something, they'd always be there, laughing, taking us home again. They told us they wanted us to learn not to escape anymore, it was pointless. I told them I would never give up trying to get away and they would just laugh at me. Every time they'd put a hood over our heads and next thing we knew we were in a dark room and all I could see was the leaders' face, as he talked to me. I don't think they ever raped us or hurt us because I don't remember feeling threatened by them, just scared that they'd be back to take me back to the house again, and I'd be trapped there again. One day when we were probably about 18, we all finally escaped. I forgot how, but we went somewhere and did something and we got away from them. And after it was all said and done we went to this lake and we all dived in it together, kind of as a thing of freedom. When we came back up to the surface one of the boys ( the one I know in real life) hadn't come up to the surface. We thought he was just messing around. But then I saw him under the water in my mind, I saw his hand was cut and bleeding and it was like he wanted to die, he wanted to drown and it was like something at the bottom of that lake was calling him down to it. We looked and looked and couldn't find him in the water. We knew he was dead and when I got to the bank of the lake I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried and cried, and I felt it, I felt the terrible grief come over me in waves and memories of him and what happened to us rolled through my mind and before I could finish my dream I was woken up.

[DreamyBear]

One of the boys goes to school with me in real life but I have no real connection with him at all. Hi EmilyRose! I think I see some clear things to your dream already. But before I even try to make an complete interpretation of your dream, I would like to know everything or anything that you might feel/know/think about that boy. Do you feel any kind of connection to him as well? And could you recall something speciall that might have happened to you when you where 8 years old maybe?

[EmilyRose]

Sorry I haven't replied since just now. Well, i mean he's a popular kid in my school, I've barely ever said hi to him, but I do know that he's got familial issues, I think his parents might be drug addicts or something, maybe monetary issues, because I've overheard him talking about it. That's literally all I know about him. We're friends on facebook but I hardly ever even see his posts. I have absolutely haven't even thought about him until my dream, so I can't tell what brought him into it. And something that might've happened to me when I was eight? Probably a number of things, I've had medical issues my whole life, had problems with bullying, that kind of stuff. hope this helps a little