My name is Susan, I am 34 and currently no job. I am a HSP and haven been struglling a lot in life finding my purpose or higher goal. I used to be a vet assistent, but recovered from a burn out and I am extremely sensitive to outside vibratons. I recently am living with my boyfriend whom I met 6 months ago. The relationship is very spiritual. WHen I was dooing a Vipassana meditation retreat for 10 days, I got a very real dream, which I don't really know what it meant.
I was walking in a normal neighbourhood in between gardens and houses. I was feeling quite calm. When I looked up, I saw a giant brown bird of prey, probably an eagle, flying high, and I saw he was holding a white rabbit in both legs. He flew to a rooftop, and sat down at the corner top of the roof. I saw the rabbit was alive at that time and by the look in his/her eyes I could see that it was terrified. I had a very bad feeling when I saw this.
When the bird of prey was ready to go and bite the neck of the rabbit to kill him, I was very conflicted. I was feeling sorry for the rabbit, but I also knew that the bird had to eat in order to survive. I knew I could save the rabbit, but had a difficulty making the choice. When the beak of the bird reached the neck of the rabbit, i instictively clapped my hands, very loudly, and the bird frightened and let go of the rabbit. The rabbit fell from very high, on the ground (by then I could see lots of his fur was missing, and I could see his pink skin) and the rabbit ran away. I felt confused.
The eagle flew to me, and I was afraid he might become angry at me. He sat down, close to me and spoke very calmly to me, without any anger: "I don't have any food, that was my food for one week."
Then I felt very guilty and confused. Then I woke up.
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