Need help with these dreams

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I can not understand these dreams. I have sleep apnea and dream rarely, however, when I wake up after dreaming I immediately write it down. The first part I do not remember, this is all I wrote, non detailed, only part I remember is the "green foot". ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ green foot dads old house savanna gf both of us work at sams or walmart (Savanna is her name, should be noted I have never had a GF, but a step cousins GF had a name of savanna. I remember thinking that I was unsure of the name after I woke, but seemed to think it was savanna) people come to my dad's old house (he sold it a couple years ago), then leave, my car disappears, people come back, ask savanna if she is gonna stay nah (she isn't, she has no interest in me). Die inside (remember feeling hurt but not showing it) Go wait inside while everybody leaves. toes on back of heels wake up wake up (no frickin' idea what this means, but remember the "wake up wake up" was a sound, as if someone was screaming at me to wake up.). --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2nd dream find notebook grants wishes when you ask, then write replies on the notebook (after you say a wish, it replies in text on the notepad) when someone else tries to wish on it, it sent them into a box somewhere (A small box - different dimension? that they can not escape). lost. finally ask it questions about how I can save friends (the ones lost in the box). It says by ending. I say end, it says are you sure? You could wish for money? (sort of like a computer program asking if you are sure you want to close) I say don't end Wish for 5 million dollars first time I want it in bank account. can't happen (The notebook can't put it in my bank account - I remember thinking because of tax reasons) next time I want it in money. under my bed. It is there when i check, but so are a group of people putting it there (People working [for?] the notebook) say thank you there are 3 of them, I ask how does this work? they said idk, a guy told me you have to find a notebook, and it grants the wishes. live cheap still, don't mind (Live like I currently do, minimum expenses). have extra money under bed. at one point people robbed me, (took money without asking me) I go outside and say into notebook kill my uncle (I think he took money - in the dream) then start pointing at people and they all get shot. (a power play on killing all until whoever took the money speaks up) but the money reappeared after. (even though I had people killed for possibly taking it) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dream 3 live in 3 story house (similar if not same as one I currently live in) 4 guys above always party outside on patio of my 2nd floor one night (I live on 2nd floor, no patio like in dream) hear them say they want to be alone (as in no contact with others) Tell them no they dont I've been alone for 3 years (I have been, in my apartment, only leaving 3 times a year for 3 years. Tell them the hell it's been) invited to party (with them) OK. meet them on 3rd floor/beach (It was a weird mix of 3rd floor and beach) I bring my vodka Tell them if they drink it all without asking I will kill them They know I'm not lying (They said something like, "I think he is serious". I was serious, would literally kill them.) 2 are having gay sex I am back at my house Shower onto rooftop (house is changing layout, becoming less like reality, much like third floor also being beach) one of the guys from 3rd floor comes over looking for me Kid comes near us, tagging roof (spray painting roof of new transformation) Kid Sprays guy with paint, Tell him not to fucking do it (Not to spray me) Kid Does it I grab him in a chokehold allowing guy from 3rd floor to hit him He doesn't, instead he stabs him in the top of the head I immediately think oh fuck, then just drop the body, no fingerprints are on him (I had him in choke hold but never put my fingers/palms on him to leave a print) we go over to party (Me and guy who just killed the kid) At one point we see news crews Me and guy keep hinting about the kid being an asshole type of talk (It was weird as if we were joking to each other about killing him by saying what a dick he was) Gets nervous Start drinking, there is a jump into a pool, and onto a rock thing below (still 3rd floor) One dude is having sex with another girl different Girl says "Hey E, come here (for sex? some kind of sexuality expressed in that statement)" (Was GF of dude having sex with other girl) I do, come to roof, massage her Sees her looking at another dude (Her BF) Realize she was just getting revenge on that person. Don't care, keep rubbing Shes crying Stop, hug her Ask her if she still wants to? No Follow her downstairs ask if she wants too (I was pretty much begging) Realize how dumb I look Don't ask again Pretty upset, back to roof Consider jumping climb down this clothes line type thing, one end snaps Sending me flying up (into the air and onto...) Land on rocks on train Balls hurt bad (I landed on my balls on the rocks on the train) Landed on them The dudes come over (3rd floor people) They Try and help Hell breaks lose Buses crashing into train Barely miss one of the dudes (The buses crashing into the train - buses going opposite way the train was going) Train goes through tunnel with me ducking Next thing I know I'm in basically the same house, except there is now a restaurant in backish and gangs in front I walk through the front porch, hear ghetto kid say they got a gun, get inside (as I was walking inside there was an SUV that had people with guns [Uzi's] inside just down to road) walk casually inside while i look right and see the SUV with the Uzi type gun Keep walking while everyone else runs, Feel and hear two sounds / pinches on my left stomach I've Been shot Reach down to see how bad Not too bad Keep walking. (up the stairs) --------------------------------------------------------- Dream 4 Woman jumping out window dream. (I am not sure when this happened in dream, I walked onto my porch [where the dream happened] and was reminded of the dream) Current apt. Woman is on porch, hitting on me. (My current residence, woman inside porch) Say if we have sex, has to be in her apt (next door). Embarrassed by mine. (tell her we have to have sex in her apt next door, I am embarrassed by my apt) we go to do it, her BF comes in, some kind of robbery thing, I continue fucking her, as far as I can. (Had a penis the same size as mine, but a little longer) Clearly she thought once her bf came in I would stop. But I knock BF out, keep fucking her. (At some point she, as the first sentence states, is sitting on the porch window sill [2nd story apt] then jumps out and I ran (to window) and saw her dead on the pavement. [maybe not dead, but bleeding on] I remember feeling sad. I had tried to stop her from going out the window. I remember that while I didn't want her in my apt, I loved her (I wanted her, but not in my messy APT, which is why we went to her APT next door)) - Side note, The feeling I have in my select few dreams (I have few because of sleep apnea [the dreams here are over a months or longer span]), The love I feel in some of my dreams are deeper than any love I've ever experienced. I should probably fill this part about myself, but I feel like it would make interpretation biased. I would like to get an interpretation on these aside from my own to .... honestly, I don't know, I don't know how having an outside perspective would help, I guess I am just hoping for an answer I can't give myself.

[Snoopy]

green foot {Green can refer to something new. Our feet take a places- our walk or life} dads old house savanna {http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Savanna: A savanna or savannah is a grassland ecosystem characterised by the trees being sufficiently widely spaced so that the canopy does not close. The open canopy allows sufficient light to reach the ground to support an unbroken herbaceous layer consisting primarily of grasses} {The grass has grown under your feet} gf {Something you have embraced but have not made a permanent commitment to} both of us work at sams or walmart {Seems to indicate a business or work context.} (Savanna is her name, should be noted I have never had a GF, but a step cousins GF had a name of savanna. I remember thinking that I was unsure of the name after I woke, but seemed to think it was savanna) people come to my dad's old house (he sold it a couple years ago) {Perhaps you have been through a similar experience to that your father went through}, then leave, my car disappears {Car can refer to motivation}, people come back, ask savanna if she is gonna stay nah (she isn't, she has no interest in me). Die inside (remember feeling hurt but not showing it) {Things that have been in our lives for some time can cause some hurt or pain when we move on.} Go wait inside {Perhaps refering to some self-discovery independent of others} while everybody leaves. toes {when we are on our toes, we are ready to move, run even} on back of heels {when we dig our heels in, we remain where we are} wake up wake up (no frickin' idea what this means, but remember the "wake up wake up" was a sound, as if someone was screaming at me to wake up.). {To me this seems to refer to a new opportunity in your work-place/ study/ vocation. But in order to take advantage of it you will need to let go of things you have become confortable with, perhaps even letting go of one or more relationships you depend on & instead look inside yourself somewhat to find motivation rather than having others motivate you. There is some imagery in the dream that suggests there could be rapid change/advancement if you can "wake up" to the new, push though any pain & grab ahold of it. }