Lovely Dream that left me Confused

I'm new here, I've been looking for a place I can come and talk about my dreams because the people around me don't understand me or get me and they put their own life opinions on my stuff. Not even just dreams.

I'll do a quick run down about me.

My names[removed by admin], I'm 23. I'm an Aquarius. I used to lucid so much when I was younger that now I either lucid or only have a dream that has a meaning or don't dream at all. I do believe in astrology, my horoscope is usually 92% on point. I do do tarot cards. Seventeen is my lucky number but it's also a number that has great significance in my life. I realized a lot of good things happened to me in my life when the 17 was present. So now I take it when I randomly see it, never expecting to (because when I do try it never shows up) I take it as I'm on the right path. It feels that way. I'm also really into stars, which I for some reason only realized The Star in tarot is the number 17 a couple months ago. My life path number is 7? I don't really know what else to tell you about me so if you can help me with this meaning & want to know more, let me know.

So my dream I had it Tuesday March 10th between the time of 10 AM and 2 PM. I'll let you know my speculations, I'd like to know yours.

I had a dream about two different guys, but they felt like the same person. [removed by admin is an actual person in my life, except he goes by the nickname [removed by admin] but sometimes in my head I call him [removed by admin].

(It's been rather complicated between me & [removed by admin] since we met. I'm a really patient person, I do my own thing while also trying to make things work. I don't settle, I don't expect "easy", I'm okay with not having instant gratification or believing in it. But I also feel like life is trying to teach me to BE patient & wait because I've given up on being patient with 2 guys after 2-3 months they both were awhile ago, and this is the 3rd guy & the same pattern repeats. I believe in life repeating the past until we learn from our mistakes. So while everyone is telling me give up, like they used to before, I'm sticking it out because all my dreams & tarot cards are saying to be patient.

But I've never seen a guy look at me the way he did. Lights in his eyes. This boy got nervous around me, and I knew he was genuine. He told my friend he liked me, & that he wasn't sure about my feelings so I told him I was interested. But a lot of stuff happened that we couldn't control. The first time I said it through text, the second time I tried to leave a voice mail. I wanted to see him in person and tell him, but the last thing he said to me was "I honestly don't know how you feel because you texted Mikey." Mike is his friend who doesn't necessarily like me but he's one of those what they call a f*** boy. Mike also started a lot of rumors which he knows nothing about me. Me and [removed by admin] recently started to follow each other on Instagram & Twitter. And again I'm noticing the pattern from the previous guys. Also [removed by admin] is a Gemini I didn't find out until 3 weeks ago what his birthday was. And he's a life path number 7 as well.)

So anyways, the other guy was David. Now David in the dream was Prince Charming type, swept me off my feet, was there for me, understand, physical sign of care and expression. While [removed by admin] I don't remember him actually being in the dream, but I mentioned him often.

So I meet David and he hugs me. And then he lifts me up into his arms, continuing hugging me, and I wrap my legs around him. And the embrace is legit for awhile, and he grabs my butt a bit being playful. And there's 2 girls around, and they're getting jealous that David & [removed by admin] liked me and I didn't really have to do much; I was just being me.

David & I talked about everything, our sex lives, how I felt about {removed by admin], he was utterly understanding. I've never had that before. David asked me if me & him should be in a relationship, and I said I do, but I'm ready to be in one with {removed by admin]. At that conversation we were in my childhood home's kitchen, he was leaning back sitting on the counter top and I was between his legs leaning on him. We were both drinking water. My hair was done by my mom in bear ear buns, and supposedly my mom could do every Asian hairstyle?

Then there was a part where he was saying the 2 girls were getting mad that he wasn't reciprocating their feelings.

So my speculations: I feel like David & [removed by admin] are the same person. Geminis are known to have 2 different personalities, and I've noticed it myself about him. It's like one minute he's there and reciprocating, and the next he disappears or is unsure. I feel like David came from "Once Upon A Time" the TV show's character "David" or aka Prince Charming. The recent dreams I had of [removed by admin] basically were about him trying to contact me or show me his feelings. I kept having dreams where it kept saying "Third time is the charm." I don't know whether to take it as telling him my feelings a third time will finally stick and things will work out. Or the fact he is the third guy in this pattern and things will work out. I dreamt of "317" a few times recently, which St. Patrick's day is on 3/17 and JJ is Irish American.

I feel like the me leaning on him in between his legs has to do with I'm trying to count on him to be in control, and I shouldn't. My tarot cards also said similar, but the rest I don't know. This is the first time I can't really interpret my own dream. Some help would be great!

I tried to include as much information as I could, sorry if it's so long. If you need anything else, don't hesitate to ask. I'm just trying to find out what the rest of my dream means.

Hi Diana. I wish I could help with your dreams but I can't. But because you seem to try a lot to know yourself, your life-lessons, etc may I suggest you to read a book "Many lives, many masters" by Dr Brian L. Weiss? It may help you find some answers. A book cannot harm you anyway. In case you do read that book, I think it's a good idea to read the preface first.