For the past 2 weeks I'm been having the same dreams over and over again. I dream that I'm in a hospital. I don't seem to be sick, I can't leave because if I try to leave, this doctor that's always there won't let me. I can't change the dream either. I tried to but he just tells me not do that and whatever I changed goes back to normal.
I looked in a mirror once and i look the same except my hair is a bit darker and i'm not wearing makeup. I can't figure out what my emotions are. I'm not scared or upset, even though the dreams are creepy.
That doctor is the only recurring character in my dreams. Sometimes I don't see him, but I know he's nearby. He's always keeping an eye on me. If I don't dream about the hospital, I don't really dream at all or my dreams are blurry and I forget them almost automatically. Yesterday night, the dream was a little different. And this is the one that really freaked me out because it was so vivid, I felt like I was in shock when I woke up. I was sitting on the side of a hospital bed, wearing my hospital gown. My hair was wet and I was kind of cold. I felt sick and I started throwing up blood. A bunch of people came in the help me, including the doctor but I yelled at him to go away so he did. Then I got really scared and started panicking and I called for him to come back which I havent done in any other dreams. So he stopped walking and just kind of stood there like he knew what to expect. I started crying and he made everyone in the room leave. Then he cut my hair shorter for whatever reason (and my hair was suddenly dry again so i guess dream me forgot it was supposed to be wet oops). The room got warmer too. He asked me if I wanted to leave and I didn't reply to that so he said he was going to lock all the doors. He never locked the doors, he just looked at stomach like there was something wrong with it. Then I woke up with a HORRIBLE pain in my stomach like some had stabbed me. I am totally surprised because wtf. I felt really confused and wanted to go back into the dream but i wouldnt be able to.
I'm sorry its long but it said to put in as much detail and I remember waayy too many details.
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