Either this is something really superficial like your stomach was aching cuz of bad sleeping position so it manifested in your dream or it could be something really deep. Your body deteriorating and everything going dark could be a symbol of dying inside from pain and distress. The fact that your mother and brother somewhat passively put you into a rocket type thing could be indicative of the fact that the love that your mother gave you as a child was the best she could do and now you have to make your own way ie. they can't help you through this stage. You're not completely happy with being like everybody else and having to take up a life of 'evil' if you like or a life of superficiality and corruption but it has to be done. |
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