Thread: confusing dream stopping me from making important decision!

Hi. Recently I have been having an extremely confusing dream repetively and its stopping me from making a really important decision! Need some help interpreting it so I can stop it from driving me insane like it has been!

At the moment I'm in the process of deciding what University to go to. I have two options, one which is on the same island and a short 5hr trip to home, and the second is on the second island and way further away, it's pretty unlikely I'd come home very often. I'm also a highly competitive show jumping rider, so I wherever I go I will be basing there almost full time for the next 4years.

I've been to the first university which is the closest one and I wasn't completely thrilled by it, and think that I prefer the further away one (visiting it in the next two weeks) because it's better set up for the horses.

However I'm having this repetive dream where I'm at a horse show, and it's the very last show before I leave to move to the other island, and my Mum and I are at this family's horse truck, we've know this family quite a long time and they have a son who is a year older than me. I just happen to have had a crush on this guy for the last year, I don't know if I'd say I'm in love with him because I don't think I know him well enough to say that, but anyway, we are having just a large group conversation and we end up bringing up that I'm moving to the other island next week to go to University and I notice that the son gets pretty uncomfortable and goes into the privacy of the living area of the truck alone. Later that night, I go and check the horses in their stables, it's pretty late and there is no one else around. When I have finished checking the horses, I leave and he is there, and he kisses me pretty fiercely and he keeps repitively asking me to stay and saying please don't leave me. The most freaky thing though,which manages to stick in my head is that he has really piercing bluey grey eyes with pretty diluted pupils,( I never even knew what colour his eyes were until I just thought of it then and did a quick Facebook stalk and noticed his eyes are the exact same colour as the dream)
I always have these dreams right before I wake up and as I'm not a good morning person I hit the snooze button on my alarm and go back to sleep for 5 minutes, but I always return to the dream, we're in the exact same position but I'm locked in on his eyes and he keeps pleading for me to stay. And I just want to cry and scream, but kiss him at the same time. But I can't stay because I paid expensive fees for this uni. And I just have no idea what to do or say or feel. It's like a stab in the heart just hearing him asking me to stay.
I hate going to sleep now, because when I wake up it's like an emotional roller coaster and I can feel that stab in the heart, it's making me second guess everything. I don't get the dream every night but I've had it at least 6 times in the last 2 weeks.

Also I have another dream, but it's not repetitive like that one and it's just us walking through the halls of the university talking away and we are so happy, I think we are in a relationship but I'm not entirely sure because I'm watching it as a bystander. But I know he has absolutely 0 interest in going to university as he wants to be a professional showjumper and a desiel mechanic.


I really don't know what this dream means, and recently I've been trying to move on from him because I think he is out of my league, despite the fact that a good friend to both of us, and our coach has insisted that he isn't out of my league, he'd be the perfect guy for me. But I honestly don't think I'm good enough for him, and he could do a lot better. I hadn't thought about him for a while until I started having these dreams.

So that's everything I feel like I should tell the wonderful people of Dream Veiws, please help me out and do some interpretation because this is driving me out of my mind

Thanks for reading!
Frankienz xx