What does this say about me?
Last night, I had a somewhat vivid dream about a girl. She was sat next to me in what appeared to be a campsite in the middle of the woods, with two RVs flanking the site. One Rv was very modern, the other looked similar to the other but as if it hadn't been painted. This girl was Asian (Japanese I think), had a pink-ish hair (might have been red, I can't remember) was shorter than I, by only a few inches, and wore a blouse, shorts and tights. I also felt as if I really loved her (but I don't recognise her). She sat next to me on an embankment that overlooked what used to be a river (a small slope of moist dirt dotted with trees) and I kept fetching things from the river bed for her (I remember getting two of the original game boys and two badges with some sort of shied on them (both different)). Then the scene changed and she was leaning over a waterfall that was in the mouth of a cave, reaching for something she said was from 'last time' and I remember grabbing her arm to pull her back and feeling pure panic. The last part of the dream was me stood in front of the unpainted RV and her parents asking me if I wanted a ride but I said "no, I'm catching the train", then, at the last minute, jumping on the RV, saying "I need a ride, actually", and sitting next to this girl and she put her hand on top of mine and looked really sad. I woke up feeling sort of heartache, as if I have to find this girl.
So what the hell does that mean? This is the first dream I've had in months.
