Not sure if anyone else has noticed this. Perhaps its just me and what I personally associate it with. But if I had a dream about being on a train ...for any reason,,I can assume I will have something to learn at work (in TRAINING) or I soon will take something up to learn. Never fails with me. Once I was on the train (non-lucid) and it was going to crash. We were headed for a derailment and we all know it. I found out that my learning about a new machine at work was DELAYED. No one available for awhile to teach me!!
Whenever I have a particularly vivid non-lucid and emotional dream about my meeting or seeing my deceased parents or close family in a dream, I can surely bet I actually met with them. It is truly emotional. Only happened twice and I immediately awoke in tears. It was so very real. I had made a passionate plea with myself that I wished I could see my Mom in my dreams. It would be so wonderful to see and touch her again. Shortly thereafter I was dreaming and speaking to other characters in the dream when suddenly for some reason I turned around and my Mom entered the room unassuming as she always was. She sat down on a couch along a wall as everyone seemed to look on. It seemed like I took two strides to kneel before her and take her hand in mine and I began to sob...I remember thinking, how could this be. How could I be holding my Mom's hand once again and look into her smiling face. She seemed embarrassed with the attention and acted as though I was making something out of nothing. But just as quickly as the dream started, it ended and I awoke, pillow and face wet with tears, completely blown away with a dream I could not control. That was the night I decided I SHOULD be able to control my dreams and BE in my dreams.
I still have not achieved complete lucidity but twice for a very short time. This was year ago. I stopped trying but kept my dream journal intermittently. I am an extremely light sleeper and when I do become lucid I awake each and every time. I am going to try once again as I have been reading some new methods I have never tried. I think I am absolutely too emotional and that completely blows up my concentration. I have nothing else to do but sleep at night so I will continue my quest.
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