I've been having a couple of dreams about my unrequited love lately. Probably due to the fact I made a post in the lucid dream section about a dream I had about her, as it had multiple false awakenings and sleep paralysis. Anyway, here's the latest one. For the sake of convenience I shall nickname my unrequited love "Julie", as I don't want to use her real name; who knows if she is using this forum too, I live in a small country after all. Also, as background info, we haven't been friends for a long time, ever since I told her about my feelings. I was extremely lucky to be able to be her friend for so long and even get a few hugs now and then...
We were back in high school (or at least a high-school-ish environment). I don't have a clear picture about my other classmates in the dream, so it is plausible I was just going to the same university as Julie. We had a new teacher / professor, who didn't know something about our homework system, so I told him. I can't remember what it was. But after the class Julie told me: "Now I know even better why more people come talk to me than you at downtown. You're such a bad person." Really, a bad person because I was being honest? But still it actually felt both good and bad when she said that; we hadn't been able to talk since our friendship cooled down, so at least she was saying something to me! So I was hopeful that she would come apologize and maybe we could start a new friendship; being in the "friend zone"** would be enough. (That's dream-me's logic) But the next thing I remember, I was driving a car in this supposed downtown, which actually was one of the towns I had once lived in. I drove to the parking spaces of the local church. For some reason, the next thing I remembered when I was backing towards the pavement of the parking spaces, and suddenly I was split into two people, the other me sitting in the other front seat, asking me what I am doing. Then the car dropped a couple of inches off the pavement on to the lower road, and that's the last thing I can remember.
Do you think this dream has any "deeper meaning" if you even believe in deeper meanings of dreams?
**I hate the "friend zone" as a term. It just felt like the right one to use here.
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