Dream about leaving a baby
Hi,
I'm currently in my early stages of pregnancy and due to various reasons I have decided to abort the baby. This decision is very upsetting for me and know it is one I will regret.
I had a dream last night that my family and I went abroad. My cousin had brought her newborn (none of my cousins actually have a newborn) and she doesn't want it. She left the baby in the hotel room whilst everyone was out and talked me into going on a trip with her. We ended up in a different country and I began to feel really bad about leaving the baby. I begged my cousin to come back to the hotel and she wouldn't because she said she wanted to be free from the baby. I instantly became very attached to the baby and wanted to be with it. I was calling my parents to apologise for leaving the baby, I was very upset and panicked and couldn't wait to get back to our original destination so I could begin to look after the baby which I now thought of as my own. When I woke up I was in such distress that I never made it back to the baby (as I woke up) and haven't stopped thinking about it all day. Is it telling me to make peace with my decision or simply that this is how I'm going to feel after the abortion?