Fear of not taking risks or chances?

I'm warning now, some of this may be a little graphic. Almost all of my dreams lately have been of YouTubers that I think are attractive. It's obviously because I've been watching a lot of YouTube. Now, the dreams are really lucid which is whatever, and a lot of times these dreams end up in semi-realistic situations with me and which ever one in the dream that night by ourselves, and sometimes we get close enough for it to be (sorry) a little sexually tension filled.

But the thing is before or sometimes after we kiss or do anything, the dream turns a different way, I wake up, or they just suddenly stop and it leaves me like "wait no this isn't over yet, there's more." It never escalates to actual sex, which might mean that I don't commit to stuff irl. Almost all the dreams end up with my desires unfulfilled but I accept it after because ik that sometimes I can't get what I always want. If I don't wake up in the dream, then me and the youtuber usually either hang out while I pretend to be okay (I'm secretly really upset in the dream but I hide it) or we kinda split off.

I know it's kind of weird to explain to strangers, but im thinking it might mean that I'm scared to take risks because I don't let the dream go freely into what looks like I want, or I'm not having the chance to get what I want with my desires, not a satisfying relationship, or stopping short in my goals. I know it's a deeper meaning than it seems, since it's happened about 6 times now.

If anyone else has gotten this frustrating type of dream, I wouldn't mind listening to your interpretation on it. It would make me feel better knowing I'm not the only one.

Hi,
I see no one replied to your dream post. if you are still willing to seek an interpretation, I will assist you. I've learnt that nothing is in a dream by chance. Everything in a dream scene is full of learning for us if we are only listening. Therefore, I want you to do the following.

Tell me how many dream scenes there were. Don't leave any out because you think they weren't relevant.

FOR EACH SCENE I want you to tell me the following:

Location:
I want you to look in your mind, as the observer, in the following directions and tell me what you see:
1. To your left.
2. To your right.
3. In front of you.
4. Behind you.
5. Above you.
6. Below you.

It’s all right if you can’t recall much. Simply tell me what you see and make sure I know what direction it is from you the dreamer. In my interpretation, you’ll see how this is a symbol itself.

When you are describing what you see, tell me in as much detail as you can recall about it. So things I am very interested in is what are walls, doors, windows, stairs, tables, etc. made of, age/style, colour, etc. The same goes for anything outside. You’ll see in my interpretations how all of this tells us lots about ourselves.

Lighting:
1. Tell me what the lighting was like, i.e. bright, dull, black, cloudy etc.
2. Then tell me where the light was coming from.
3. Can you tell the time of day or season?
Lighting is important in a dream because it’s a symbol of vibrational state. I’ll explain this during my interpretation for you.

Objects:
If there are any objects in a dream scene, then tell me about them as follows:
1. Shape, size, colour and what they were made of.
2. Where the object is in the dream relative to you, i.e. left, right, etc.

I’ve found objects in dreams are usually symbols of things we first need to concentrate on spiritually. I’ll explain this in the interpretation if you had any objects in any of the scenes.

People:
For each person in a dream scene I want you to do the following:
1. Describe them to me in as much detail as you can recall. This includes age, gender, clothes, colour of the clothes, what the clothes were made of.
2. Tell me where they were in the dream scene relative to you, i.e. left, right, below, etc.
3. Tell me if they were lying down, sitting, standing, walking, etc.
4. Tell me what they did with you. Don’t skip the details. Simply tell me exactly what happened.
5. If there are any conversations or thoughts between you and the person or others, then tell me EXACTLY WHAT WAS SAID. This is important.
6. If there were others you couldn’t see but felt, then let me know where you felt they were in a scene relative to you the dreamer, i.e. left, right, etc.

Animals. Etc.:
If there were any animals, insects, birds, reptiles, fish or whatever in any of the scenes, then tell me. Describe them in as great as detail as you can recall. Also let me know where they were in the dream scene relative to you, i.e. left, right, etc. Then let me know of any thoughts that passed between you and them.

Thoughts/Feelings:
This is a very important part of every dream scene. Take your time, go back and tell me the following for each scene:
1. What was your first thought/feeling as the dream scene began.
2. Tell me of any thoughts/feeling changes as the dream scene progressed and let me know where in the scene this occurred.
3. Tell me your last thought/feeling as the dream ended.

i realize this is a lot of work. However, I think you might be surprised at how much learning there is in one dream scene. If you reply, i will then happily give you an interpretation of your dream as if it was mine.

With kind regards,
Guy:)