I can't stop thinking about this odd dream.

I had this dream about a month ago yet for some reason I keep thinking about it.

The dream starts with me waking up in a movie theatre. In the dream i'm confused as to how i got there. I then see my good friend Bo (That's not his real name). He comes up to me and asks if i'm ready to see the movie. I'm still confused. I tell him i don't have any money and he responds by saying that I won't need it. I'm obviously confused (although we were in the area past where they collect your tickets). I ask him if everything seems odd to me. To my surprise he agrees and actually looks confused about whats happening around him. We are then approached by a jerk that we knew in middle school (I'm in high school btw ). We will call him david (again not his real name). He walks up to me and asks me how it's going. I reply that it's going well but i forgot my wallet. He then asks me "what kind of idiot forgets their wallet when they go to the movie theater." He then pats down his pockets. He looks really shocked and then says that he somehow forgot his wallet too. Then we all head over to where the movie is being played. They both go in first. I open the door and see a girl i know from school. We'll call her Carmen. She's looking at me like she's on edge; as if she did something really bad to me. I close the door and go back to the area where i woke up. I e-mail my mom (yes, e-mail for some reason), asking about what happened and what's going on. She e-mails me back immediately. On the e-mail it only says one sentence. I read it and it says "That Carmen girl does some really crazy stuff." Then stuff clicks in my dream mind. The reason why i woke up in this theatre for no reason at all was because Carmen did something to me; presumably she drugged me. Then the line that my mother sends me echos in my head. I then freak out over the possible things she could of done to me while i was unconscious (very illegal things). It then makes sense as to why she was on edge when she saw me. Dream me then freaks out even more. I then wake up and i am really confused.

Can someone tell me what this all means?

hi,
Just wondering if you practice LD?

... if so to me it sounds like a reality check,
Where am i how did i get here?
the correct answer is of course your dreaming, but your mind is throwing this crazy explanations at you to calm you down ;-) very normal
might have to start doing 2 or 3 reality checks to help you realize .

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Originally Posted by oneironautics

hi,
Just wondering if you practice LD?

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No i don't

Hi Earthman!

Dreams are for each of us to interpret on our own. Therefore, if anything I say below doesn’t resonate with you, then simply discard it. So with that said, here is my interpretation of your dream as if it was mine…

I am locating the dream in a movie theatre. I could have located it anywhere, at any time BUT I am selecting this. Why?

In my dreams buildings are symbols of what I call belief compartments. These are rooms that are symbols of some of the underlying beliefs that we use to construct our personalities with.

A movie theatre is a place where we go to see an illusion, i.e. the film moving at a certain rate creates the illusion of reality and time. So, by using the location of a movie theatre, I am drawing my own attention to the illusions I use to create my “Real life”.

One of the first things I feel/think is confusion about how I got here. In my dreams, the first thought/feeling is usually a theme for the dream. So I am confused over how I got in a dream to a place within the dream that deals in illusions, which I consume!

My friend Bo then appears. Is he him or, is he a symbol. Earthman, in my dream interpretations I use my higher self, which I have learnt of through my meditations, to assist me in my dream interpretations. The answer it’s Bo. So why’s he in my dream?

He shares the same underlying beliefs this theatre is a symbol of. He’s working on them with me, spiritually speaking (which he most likely has no idea of in real life).

I tell Bo I don’t have any money. This is the heart of the dream. Why? It’s because money is used repeatedly in this dream scene. Money is a symbol of one of the belief effects from what I call “command/control beliefs”.

These are masculine based beliefs that are afraid of my feminine. As a result, I use command and control to build mental and physical walls around myself. Money is a form of control as well. MY FIRST REACTION IS I CAN’T BE HERE BECAUSE I AM NOT IN CONTROL, i.e. I don’t have any money.

Bo tells me I don’t need it, which I don’t BUT I’m in the masculine based belief compartment thinking I do.

I am slowly beginning to spiritually “wake up” which is why I ask him if everything seems odd. At which point Bo too begins to spiritually wake up and agrees with me.

This is a good sign. Why? It means that both of us are slowly working together spiritually to wake up from our current digital daydream we are living out in “the real world”.

Then David walks up. I thought of him as a “real jerk”. This is a symbol to myself that I judge myself by how others judge me. This “real jerk” is joining me in my dream! He too shares the same underlying beliefs the theatre is a symbol of and is working through it.

He asks me how it is going, i.e. he is instigating the spiritual conversation…sadly it is not me.

I tell him about my belief about command/control, i.e. I forgot my wallet.

He then replies about what kind of idiot forgets their wallet when they go to a movie theatre? This is the pot calling the kettle black. I am laughing as I write this since both him and myself share the same underlying beliefs about judging ourselves by how others judge us and then…he too realizes he is using the same command/control beliefs, i.e. he doesn’t have any money too. Dreams have a way of holding ourselves up to a mirror to look at.

So now we are about ready to go into another belief compartment where the “movie”, i.e. belief illusion will be “playing”. The open a door to the belief compartment and go in. However, I see Carmen. She’s looking at me as if she did something really bad to me. I then close the door. So what’s this all about? Hmm…

Is it Carmen or, is she a symbol? It’s Carmen. She shares the same underlying beliefs the belief compartment showing the illusion represents. I am giving myself a hint of one of the belief effects…hurting others emotionally and physically as a result of our control beliefs.

Earthman, what I have learnt about command/control beliefs is there is some sort of polarity involved, i.e. there’s a “controller” and a “controlee”. In various lives, I use one or the other to experience this belief, over and over and over again. In this life, I am finally figuring it out. I will take a sidebar here and tell you of one of my many, many other lives.

In that life I was a commander of a group of troops in the Andes. We were defeated in battle. I watched the opposing general walking towards me. Beside me were some of my group’s leaders under me. As he walked towards me I thought, “War doesn’t work. I am never going to kill another again.” The general then had my men throw me off a cliff where I died totally happy. I had spiritually learnt something.

So back to the dream…

Physical control, death, torture, rape et al, are only some of the many, many ways we express command/control beliefs. I suspect that what’s behind the door, I’m not going to like to watch. It likely means a journey down a spiritual path where I have killed many and been killed my many in different ways. That’s why I closed the door. I’m not yet ready to face myself.

Have I incarnated before with Carmen? Yes. So she is one of my fellow spiritual voyagers who are working with me in this life on command/control beliefs.

I then email my mom. It’s a very interesting way of communicating. Why am I using this method?

In my dreams, whenever I am using a piece of technology to communicate, it’s a symbol of masculine based beliefs I am using to try to communicate spiritually with my higher self and other entities. Our feminine abilities are used for this. So I am showing me a way in which my existing masculine based beliefs are restricting my communications.

Second, I am using email rather than SMS et al. Why this? It’s because email is a way to write longer thoughts. I am sending myself a message to write more to express myself AND TO CONNECT WITH MY HIGHER SELF.

Third, why is my mom? Is it her or, is she a symbol? She’s a symbol. Of what I call my “old feminine.” So what do I mean by this?

When I first began to record my dreams, I began to notice that an old couple were frequently in the dreams. Sometimes they were different but there was usually an old man and an old woman. Then I saw a young girl and boy also appearing. They too usually changed but now there was an old man, old woman, young woman and young boy in my dreams.

As I slowly learnt to use my higher self to assist me, I then learnt the old man and woman were symbols of my masculine and feminine. I then learnt that the young woman and boy were symbols of my new emerging self. So I called them old and young masculine and feminine to differentiate.

Today, the old folks are now no longer part of my dreams and the young boy and girl are now grown up. My wife is frequently a symbol of my feminine in my dreams.

So, in this dream I am using my mom as a symbol of my old feminine. This has nothing to do with my actual mother. It’s me using her as a dream symbol.

And what does she say? “That Carmen girl does some really crazy stuff." So I am sending myself a message about not only Carmen BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY ABOUT ME. I too have done some really crazy stuff in other lives.

“Then stuff clicks in my dream mind. The reason why i woke up in this theatre for no reason at all was because Carmen did something to me; presumably she drugged me. Then the line that my mother sends me echos in my head. I then freak out over the possible things she could of done to me while i was unconscious (very illegal things). It then makes sense as to why she was on edge when she saw me. Dream me then freaks out even more.”

This is me seeing some of the effects of my beliefs in the room I closed the door to. It’s all about command and control. I am seeing the train of thoughts that my command control beliefs produce like drugs, rape, et al.

And what do I do…why I freak out even more and then wake up really confused.
Dreams are all about us presenting ourselves with choices. Do I listen to my dream and dive further into myself or not? Do I simply leave the door closed and continue on with my life? What I have found is that if our higher self is trying to send a message AND I’m not listening, it will keep it up until I do. In my case it took 50 years to do this.

I used to have dreams where people were trying to kill me or I was trying to kill them. I no longer have those dreams since I’m now listening to myself.

Earthman, I “Feel” you are on the edge of a major spiritual fork in your road. Learn to trust your intuition and your dreams. It will lead you were you need to go.

I hope that some of what I have written above deeply resonates within you.

With kind regards,
Guy