Never Forgotten This Dream

So, I've never been sure what this dream meant, and I had it in fourth grade, so sorry if I don't remember every detail, though it is one of the most vivid dreams I've ever had.

It started with me standing at a crowded beach with a fairly small enclosure fenced in by large logs (practically tree trunks) whittled to a point at the top; they were very menacing. I was standing next to a friend of mine who I never really knew well, but in the dream he felt incredibly close. There was what seemed to be an large, old metallic basin or funnel, somewhat similar to those penny things you may have seen at grocery stores or other places. I heard a voice that I can only relate to Emperor Palpatine's say, "Put in a quarter." I complied. (No idea where the quarter came from) It was at this point that I noticed what seemed to be a large, skull shaped structure that I somehow knew to be a temple. The voice then said, "Come and get your quarter back." I decided not to, but my friend encouraged me saying, "Go on and get your quarter." I turned to leave but found myself met by a wall, made of the same wooden logs as the rest, that most certainly had not existed previously, and I was completely alone: no crowd, no friend, just a giant skull temple and the basin in front of it. I then remember myself saying, "Might as well." It then seemed to jump forward in time to me running over a series of rickety wooden bridges supported by sandstone pillars. It was at this point that I woke up, though it took far more goading than usual.

In my opinion, it seems like it would represent me dealing with temptation and/or peer pressure, but I've no memory of anything like that and I have always made it my policy to not care what others think (within reason of course). The main thing I've always known about this dream is that I could never discern any connection it had to my life.

Hi Ean521,

Dreams are for each of us to interpret on our own. Therefore, if anything I say below doesn’t resonate with you, then simply discard it. So with that said, here is my interpretation of your dream as if it was mine…

In my dream interpretations, I always start with the location. Why? I could choose any location, at any time, in any reality BUT I’ve chosen this place. I’ve found a location is a way to “frame in a dream”.

So there I am standing with a fairly small enclosure fenced in by large logs whittled to a point at the top, which is on a beach, next to the water. I wish I could recall which side of me the water was. Why? In my dreams, left is a symbol of feminine and right is a symbol of masculine. Water is also a symbol of my feminine.

I am locating my dream near a source of my feminine, i.e. the water. So whatever this dream is about it has a heavy feminine influence to it.

Next I note that I am standing next to a fairly small enclosure. In my dreams, rooms, buildings and enclosures are symbols of what I call “belief compartments”. What do I mean be this?

I have slowly learnt over the years that before I incarnate, I carefully select my family, life circumstances, life challenges AND my personality. The way we create our personality is to choose approximately 200 different beliefs.

These are energy filters with two polarities. One could call each polarity a feminine and a masculine. For each belief, we select the degree of polarity we are going to hold the polarity. So, for example, I could select a belief with a strong degree of a feminine polarity and another belief with a strong masculine polarity.

By selecting the degree of polarity, it creates a unique energy vibration. So, in effect, we are a montage of about 200 different belief energy filters, each with their own vibrational frequency.

These beliefs then interact with each other, on a moment by moment basis, to filter out vibrational frequencies we don’t want and only allow in those vibrational frequencies we want.

The frequencies I am talking about are not electromagnetic ones. There are conscious energies. These beliefs then create our aura around us. They effectively keep out most of the greater realities in which we live. This is why most people are unaware of other entities who are around them. Therefore, it’s usually only in dreams or intuition that we “connect with our greater self”.

One of the ways we symbolize this to ourselves is via our dreams. We often locate our dream in rooms, buildings and enclosures. Each “wall” is really a symbol of one or more beliefs. Together, the room is a symbol of beliefs, which are now beginning to spiritually “hem us in”.

We often create our dreams in houses or buildings with multiple levels. This is a way of symbolizing beliefs that are at different energy vibrational levels.

As we slowly come to recognize the limitations of a certain belief or beliefs, we symbolize this be having windows and doors appear in a room. This is a way of us “looking out to see the greater reality” beyond our belief filtered walls. Over time, the walls might become glass or disappear.

To confuse you a bit more, I have learnt that I have many, many what I call “other lives”. These are incarnations in different times and realities. They too share some of the same underlying beliefs I do and are at different stages of working through them. I have found that many of my other lives are working with me on certain beliefs and we symbolize this to each other by having them in that same rooms, enclosures, etc. with us.

So with this said, back to my dream…

There is a small log built enclosure indicating that I am next to a very small belief compartment that needs to be spiritually explored by myself to be released. It is made of large tree logs. What I find so interesting is this dream is using symbols of my old feminine for the enclosure. So what the heck do I mean by “old feminine”.

When I first began to record my dreams, I found there were frequently an old man and an old woman in my dreams. They might appear different BUT they were almost always in my dreams. At first, I didn’t know what to make of it.

Then, a young girl and boy began to also appear in the dreams along with the old man and woman. They too appeared differently. For a long while, they were what could be called “bit actors” in a dream scene sort of just following along.

As I used meditation, it came to me to use my higher self to help me interpret my dreams. So, slowly, I figured out the old man and woman were symbols of my feminine. Then I learnt, much to my own surprise, that the young girl and boy were symbols of feminine and masculine and were showing me what I could become if I choose to listen to myself.

I did. Slowly the old man and woman faded out of my dreams and the young girl and boy grew up.

I tell you all of this because there is something similar I’ve found in objects. Often in my dreams, I found I was using people made things to construct walls, buildings, clothes etc. I then realized these are all symbols of masculine based beliefs.

I then found that sometimes I would be in rooms made of wood or be dealing with objects made of wood. Occasionally, I would be in forests, etc. I then learnt that all of these are symbols of my feminine. However, I also learnt that many of my feminine symbols were using dead pieces of my feminine to construct, e.g. wooden walls, tables, doors, etc. It was a way of me showing myself that my old feminine based beliefs were now no longer working so well for me spiritually.

So there I am standing beside very large pieces of my dead feminine, which is now significantly confining me. I have created large points on the end of my dead feminine as symbols to effectively “keep out” my greater reality. I am so scared with respect to these beliefs that I want to “kill” any attempt at breaking down my beloved belief walls.

I also note that I am standing. This too is important in my dreams. Why?

I have learnt that when I am lying down in my dreams, it’s a symbol that I can’t even spiritually rise up to see some of the effects of my beliefs. When I’m sitting, it’s a symbol of me needing spiritual support to see the effects. When I am standing it’s a sign I am now able to stand on my own two spiritual feet to see the effects. When I am walking, it’s a symbol I am now working my way through one of more of my beliefs.

So, there I am standing…finally able to see the effects on my own. It’s up to me to decide what to do, i.e. either walk away or into the belief compartment and figure out a part of myself.

The others on the beach…who are they? Most of them are some of my other lives.

I am out in the sun. This is different than when I am in rooms. I’ve learnt that when I am outside in the sun, my higher self is assisting me. This is different when I am in belief compartments, working on them under my own spiritual steam so to speak. So this is a teaching dream.

A friend of mine is standing beside me. He is a life who I have incarnated with frequently. He is standing spiritually beside mean as I work through this set of beliefs.

I can also see a large, old metallic basin. This is a symbol of my “old masculine”.

And now the star of the show appears…the voice! So who is this? Another life? No. Oversoul? Yes.

If you want to learn about oversouls, you can read some of Jane Robert’s books from the 1970-80’s. She channeled an entity named “Seth” who wrote many, many books through her. Jane on her own then wrote a set of three fictional books about an Oversoul named “Seven”. I highly recommend these books since they depict, in a easy to read way, complex ideas about oversouls, our incarnations and time.

Our oversoul is both feminine and masculine. So why are they using a masculine type voice associated with old ideas about power, i.e. an emperor? It’s to met me know that my old dead feminine beliefs I am standing next to are in part driven by old masculine based beliefs. So what are some of the belief effects of these beliefs?

Money. My over soul is telling me to put in 25 cents. I’ve learnt that numbers in my dreams are also important. It really doesn’t matter which numerology reference a dreamer uses, as long as it resonates within them. I use Angel Numbers (do a Google on Angel numbers. Here’s what it says for the number 25…

Number 25 carries the attributes and qualities of the number 2 and number 5. Number 2brings its vibrations of partnerships and diplomacy, balanced judgement through intuitive awareness, co-operation and consideration, encouragement and understanding. Number 2 also relates to your Divine life purpose and soul mission. Number 5 symbolizes major changes and auspicious opportunities, making positive life choices, personal freedom, adventure and independence, adaptability and versatility, life lessons learned through experience, resourcefulness and motivation.

Angel Number 25 encourages you to make important life changes that will bring new opportunities your way and will enhance your life in wonderfully inspiring ways. Angel Number 25 also indicates that these changes will assist you with fully pursuing and fulfilling your Divine soul mission and life purpose.

Angel Number 25 brings a message that you are to have faith and trust in yourself and encourages you to stay strong as your life changes for the better. The changes ahead may come about in unexpected ways, but trust that they will be of a positive nature. Know that you are safe and protected by your angels throughout these transitions.

I complied. This is another effect from what I call “command/control” beliefs. These beliefs are masculine based and have a fear of my feminine. They have a “controller” and a “controlee”. In this dream scene, my over soul seven is playing the part of a controller while I am playing the part of a controlee. So what’s why I am doing what he says.

Then a large, skull shaped structure appears that appears to be a temple. So why am I creating this in this scene? Hmm…

A human skull is the physical outer framework we then host our brains in. So I am using this to show that my old ideas I have been mentally using in likely many, many lives is now “empty’, i.e. they are no longer working for me spiritually. I have removed many of them! However, I still have to deal with some of the old dead beliefs, which are feminine, i.e. bone.

I’m not ready to in effect face myself. My over soul is trying to encourage me by saying come and get back my quarter. My friend, standing beside me is also encouraging me. However, I am not ready and turn to leave.

What I then find is another feminine belief wall to overcome, this time symbolized by yet more dead trees. Now I realize I must face this on my own. No one is with me. It’s my own spiritual journey.

I then say to myself “Might as well”. So I am going to start to face myself.

I am then running forward in time, over a series of rickety wooden bridges supported by sandstone pillars. This shows me in my future life, in this life, working my way relatively quickly over old dead feminine beliefs supported by my feminine, i.e. rickety old wooden bridges supported by sandstone pillars.

Here’s why I haven’t forgotten this dream. I still need to face myself by walking into what the old temple and log enclosure symbolized. If this was my dream, I would learn to meditate on this. As well, each night before I go to sleep, I would ask my over soul, my other lives and my friend to work with me allowing me to face whatever beliefs the log enclosure and temple are symbols of.

I hope that some of what I’ve written above deeply resonates within you.

With kind regards,
Guy

PS I have a feeling to ask you if you ever have any animals, birds, fish or insects in your dreams. If so, then please get a copy of Ted Andrews “Animal Speak” because I feel these are your totems.

Thanks for the reply. I don't really feel every part of it, but that you took the time to write this and the parts that did resonate with me are incredibly appreciated! In reply to your PS, I do think I've noticed animals or images of them in my dreams. I don't remember any particular instances of this, but zebras and tropical birds seem to stand out when I think of it. I also think I saw one of my dogs who I grew up with (now dead) in a dream.

FEARING BEING ALONE
It might have been fear of not having even one close friend, fear of being totally alone which is like evil death, that started at that young age.
So maybe you were taunted by others then, which is fairly common. Can you recall if a change occured in fourth grade? New class or some incident?

CHOOSING ALONE
Or could it be to do with a decision to be alone in the way you said, of not caring what they think? Maybe as a result.
The part of you that you did not know well, who is very close to you, and wanting to be being best friends with you.
And though your inner support could then be very strong or you wanted it to be, perhaps you were rickety in that transition or thought you would be.
Can that explain the power of it is like of the dark side of being alone, or that you were forced to seemed evil?

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DETAILS
A question is why a quarter, not a half-dollar? Or a dime which is one tenth?
Maybe you were only one quarter there. And you so far had little of the value you wanted in this new way, to pay your way to get beyond the old way.
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George Washington
1st U.S. President

This then can mean you choosing to be in command
for the first time; to liberate yourself, that can happen with trust

You hesitated going this way, but the friend in you that could have such courage wanted it.
You said no again, but you could not leave the point this had grown to that you'd be hurt by others again that had now turned into a wall, separating you totally.
So with nothing to lose, you may as well go it alone.