Hi Araishu, the reason I can't speak with her she was misguided by 3rd parties interfering to keep us apart through legal hassle. She wanted to resolve that for months, but misinformation by people between us.
It is easier for her to fix this as she started it in procedural terms. I would show my gratitude. However she is not there once she’s washed/nurtured my hair/head, so I tell the 3 brown men sitting down on the floor "Please say thank you to her when she comes back."
They are middle aged brown men sitting on the floor leaning against a wall on my right side, dressed in sweater and pants. Sitting to the side and set aside are the action she would take to fix this situation.
I am first on one knee in proposal posture. Once I feel the love, tenderness, nurturing I realize she will not hurt me, I get down on the other knee too to be fully relaxed. Then I trust her completely and accept her with any of her shortcomings and failings.
There is no pride, I will express gratitude and love if there is an opportunity. The dream was receiving love and kindness vs forgiveness, I’ve never caused her harm, more her scared of love, emotional connection, fear of hurt if it doesn’t work out. Seems she wants to fix this, make i right and take a break before returning.
Perhaps you may interpret it differently? Your first interpretation above was very helpful. Thank you
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