I'd like to know what this means.
"Background"
An "event" or whatever I feel the dream comes from is something that happened at my mom's house a couple months before we moved out.
The "event" was in my room. It was maybe elev at night, I was reading a book for the first time in a while and decided to go to bed when I was finished with the page, since it was getting late and I wanted a rutine, I wasn't particularly tired.
But before I finished the page I heard this scratching from the inside of my closet, the door I barely ever open 'cause it doesn't have much in it. It wasn't really loud or quiet, just regular scratching.
On instinct I thought it was my cat, he loves sneaking into the closet when I open it to sleep on the clothes, he usually scratch or make noise when he wants out. But I realised that I knew for a fact that he was outside, not in my room, and I realised even if I was wrong, he couldn't possibly have gotten into the closet 'cause I hadn't opened it in a couple days, especially the one the scratching came from, the closet doors have a child lock so it's hard to open them, so he couldn't have opened them by himself.
I got so freaked out that instead of going to sleep I got on my laptop and kept myself occupied until I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. When I woke up that morning to go out of the room, since I was passing the closet I thought I'd just test and see if it was a sound that would be made by scratching on the inside of the closet door, like the wood there would sound like that. So I opened the door and scratched with my long nails a couple times on the inside of the door where it sounded like it came from, and I was even more creeped out, 'cause it sounded exactly like what I heard, which means the sound didn't even come from an animal's claws, they came from a persons fingernails.
The dream:
The recurring dream is in my room in that house, and I'm about to try to fall asleep. I'm very aware of the thing in my closet (whatever had made the scratching sound) and I'm scared it will come out and hurt me or at least scare the crap out of me. It varys a bit but the outcome is always I'm scared like fuck 'cause of that thing, either scared out of the room, or just scared by it and then I wake up.
In this specific dream I had last night, my bed was put against the door of the closet when I was gonna go to sleep, I freaked 'cause that's not where it usually is, and I didn't wanna sleep that close to where the thing was.
I started moving the bed to stand against the wall on the opposite side of the room, where it usually is, but in the middle of it I heard the click the child lock on the door makes when you open the door and I turned around. The last thing I remember before waking up is the thing, who for whatever reason looks like those girls from asian horror movies with long black haird, is right in front of me choking me or in some other supernatural way trying to kill me, I can't even remember I was so freaked out.
I could feel her, or it's anger, she wanted me dead. I'm so tired of having these dreams.
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