Oral Sex

My boyfriend and I are in a bedroom with the lights off. I cannot see his face but I can see the shadow of him in the dark. While he is lying on the bed, I am preparing to give him head. I tied my long hair back and he place his hand on the back of my head. Guiding me through his hand. Slowly I take his whole cock in my mouth. I wanted to see his face and his expression but it is dark. Suddenly he cum and I swallowed him clean

Lol I don't think your subconscious is trying to tell you anything other than acting out your desires.