Father's Ashes

[Inspirer]

Hello everyone, in real life my father is alive & well (just old) and his sister was taking antibiotics for a bacterial infection of her lungs. I emailed her about it, then took a Calea Zacatechichi tincture before going to bed two nights ago. What I dreamt is that my father was dead and cremated. His ashes were actually stuffed inside a relay race baton (the pole stick racing athletes hand off to each other.) There was a big man who was working for me, he LOST the ashes. We went looking for it and found it in a street gutter. In the end I was spreading the ashes into the soil in the backyard of his house. When I dream about my parents' house I'm always alone there. It was a solemn dream, the eventuality, but I don't know what the details mean. It's been a long long time since I came here. The website lost most my profile and I don't yet know how to edit it, but here I am now.

[oneironautics]

Well a cremation could mean the end of one phase of your Life and the beginning of a new one. Would you feel lonely when your father eventually passes?

[Inspirer]

Well a cremation could mean the end of one phase of your Life and the beginning of a new one. Would you feel lonely when your father eventually passes? I'm pretty sure the dream is about the acceptance of the dreadful eventuality. I WILL lose him someday. I've been living in a bubble that he'll live forever. The dream was triggered by my aunt's lung infection which is age related. They're both OK but I just have to accept it's not forever.